So Ive got a long story so ill just post where im at now.
Basically Im at the point of barely returning on my feet. Im a freaking addict to the core. Last year i fell back into like 300mg oxy codone a day. I withdrew from that no problem. And then i heard about this drug called tianeptine thats good for repairing an addicts mind and depression. I thought my god this is it. Bullshit. 12.5mg turned into needing 100mg, to 200mg to 400mg, to 1 gram a day to 5 to finally 10 fucking grams a day. Yes this is obsurd. So finally in december i decided fuck this shit i need to get off. So i told my parents and we went to the doctor. Doctors know nothing about this drug. like at all. So they sent me to the hospital, which they took my vitals and sent me home. The withdrawals from this drug are fucking INSANE. I cant compare it to benzos or heroin tho i have heard at this level its close. This drug... its not about the shitting and throwing up or the physical things.. it destroys you mentally....
anyways i relapsed and had multiple boughts of trying to get off and failing miserably. Ive made my way down to what i think is 1 gram a day. and im on the weaker version of the drug sulfate. Last week i got 60 lyrica cuz i thought it would help, ended up taking them all in a week. to combat withdrawals with small doses of sulfate. So now im worried Im dealing with a two pronged attack. I got sulfate and phenibut(too hopefully help with the lyrica withdrawal) coming at 10 today so not much longer. Im going for a taper schedule with my girl. Im praying it will work though starting at such a low dose of 100mg every 5 hours scares me. Wish me luck. If you have any advice please help
Basically Im at the point of barely returning on my feet. Im a freaking addict to the core. Last year i fell back into like 300mg oxy codone a day. I withdrew from that no problem. And then i heard about this drug called tianeptine thats good for repairing an addicts mind and depression. I thought my god this is it. Bullshit. 12.5mg turned into needing 100mg, to 200mg to 400mg, to 1 gram a day to 5 to finally 10 fucking grams a day. Yes this is obsurd. So finally in december i decided fuck this shit i need to get off. So i told my parents and we went to the doctor. Doctors know nothing about this drug. like at all. So they sent me to the hospital, which they took my vitals and sent me home. The withdrawals from this drug are fucking INSANE. I cant compare it to benzos or heroin tho i have heard at this level its close. This drug... its not about the shitting and throwing up or the physical things.. it destroys you mentally....
anyways i relapsed and had multiple boughts of trying to get off and failing miserably. Ive made my way down to what i think is 1 gram a day. and im on the weaker version of the drug sulfate. Last week i got 60 lyrica cuz i thought it would help, ended up taking them all in a week. to combat withdrawals with small doses of sulfate. So now im worried Im dealing with a two pronged attack. I got sulfate and phenibut(too hopefully help with the lyrica withdrawal) coming at 10 today so not much longer. Im going for a taper schedule with my girl. Im praying it will work though starting at such a low dose of 100mg every 5 hours scares me. Wish me luck. If you have any advice please help