crying about you every day's not gonna bring you back. saying please isn't gonna do it. i'm sorry won't do it. Tammie, I gotta say gbye somehow. it was a dirty, cruel thing to me for this to happen. i hope you are at peace. I'm going to have to get on thru the grief cycle on you. I think i've mourned twice as long as i knew you. there's nothing else i can say or do. you're going to have to enter my memories now instead of being part of my daily existence. if you've been able to see how much i've gone thru over this, i think you'd say that i did and do love you with all that i am. i think you'd say to go now and not stop looking. I'm terrible with names and there may come a day when I forgot your name but i'll never forget you or this whole thing we had between us or especially what could have been. I love You and miss you terribly. I want my Tammie!
