harraser
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 3, 2001
- Messages
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To the first:
Its been a strange circle we've been through hasnt it?
If you want to know a secret,
You were the first girl i ever cried over.
Quite the prestigious title to hold
And one i know youre worth.
Lifes paths can be surprising.
You want something for so long,
Dream about it awake at night
But after a time theres nothing to do
But give up all hope
Although you still look with longing,
And still feel that ache
For a time.
But life goes on,
Feelings change.
Boy, how the feelings change.
Then when all is forgotten
And even nostalgia has become rare
You hear a chuckle from the skies
And the something falls into your lap.
Not in a way anyone would expect
And not in any way id be able to explain.
I dont like to think too deeply about the things that make me happy,
The wonder is gone when you learn how the magician does his tricks.
Ill just say im happy to be getting the time i always wanted
With one of the few freinds ive got left.
And at a time i seem to need it most.
So thank you hun.
Ill be your surrogate if youll be mine...
To the second:
Well heres another strange one...
Strange how not everything you expect comes full circle
And some things just spiral off into the never.
You were the second girl
The one i never cried over
Not for lack of trying.
We've changed a lot, you and I
Im more resigned to their "life" and my death.
You seem to be more resigned to their "life" as well,
But can you still see the line between theirs and yours?
You always did have trouble with that distinction.
Ive grown more open, and in some ways more closed.
You... well youve gone such a different way,
I dont even know in what ways youve grown,
But we both seem to have grown more complacent.
If theres one thing i know,
Its that some things are worth the effort.
But, to take another cliche, it does take two to tango
And im out of energy for this dance.
Good luck and good bye.
We had some times didnt we?
To the third:
And here we come to the smile on my wall.
The third girl
The girl to ruin them all.
This one i cried for,
And laughed for much more
Loving every Curesque minute of both.
Its some strange things youve helped me learn.
You showed me in truth what i knew of in theory
And set me on the path of its practice.
And oh what fun its been
That little burn in your chest,
That is a part of your fear dying
Its like the sweetest drug.
You might be surprised next time you see the change youve invoked
But i doubt it.
Spinning on cliffs is fun no?
[ 08 March 2003: Message edited by: harraser ]
Its been a strange circle we've been through hasnt it?
If you want to know a secret,
You were the first girl i ever cried over.
Quite the prestigious title to hold
And one i know youre worth.
Lifes paths can be surprising.
You want something for so long,
Dream about it awake at night
But after a time theres nothing to do
But give up all hope
Although you still look with longing,
And still feel that ache
For a time.
But life goes on,
Feelings change.
Boy, how the feelings change.
Then when all is forgotten
And even nostalgia has become rare
You hear a chuckle from the skies
And the something falls into your lap.
Not in a way anyone would expect
And not in any way id be able to explain.
I dont like to think too deeply about the things that make me happy,
The wonder is gone when you learn how the magician does his tricks.
Ill just say im happy to be getting the time i always wanted
With one of the few freinds ive got left.
And at a time i seem to need it most.
So thank you hun.
Ill be your surrogate if youll be mine...
To the second:
Well heres another strange one...
Strange how not everything you expect comes full circle
And some things just spiral off into the never.
You were the second girl
The one i never cried over
Not for lack of trying.
We've changed a lot, you and I
Im more resigned to their "life" and my death.
You seem to be more resigned to their "life" as well,
But can you still see the line between theirs and yours?
You always did have trouble with that distinction.
Ive grown more open, and in some ways more closed.
You... well youve gone such a different way,
I dont even know in what ways youve grown,
But we both seem to have grown more complacent.
If theres one thing i know,
Its that some things are worth the effort.
But, to take another cliche, it does take two to tango
And im out of energy for this dance.
Good luck and good bye.
We had some times didnt we?
To the third:
And here we come to the smile on my wall.
The third girl
The girl to ruin them all.
This one i cried for,
And laughed for much more
Loving every Curesque minute of both.
Its some strange things youve helped me learn.
You showed me in truth what i knew of in theory
And set me on the path of its practice.
And oh what fun its been
That little burn in your chest,
That is a part of your fear dying
Its like the sweetest drug.
You might be surprised next time you see the change youve invoked
But i doubt it.
Spinning on cliffs is fun no?
[ 08 March 2003: Message edited by: harraser ]
