When I am alone with my thoughts I think...
Why the fuck do I hold some of my thoughts or responses back with you? One time in particular, I said nothing at all.
At least I was honest this time and said what I thought. I just wish I didn't leave, I feel like a doofus and crappy for leaving but hey, meh well.... i'll be ok. Just stupidness as par my usual.
Someone asked me if I was scared of you. Instantly I said "Never", in a way that's not true, physically yeah Im not. Emotionally, dude, you scare the fuck out of me.
I know your not into the whole emo scene, so I won't write stuff on here. I just can't write it elsewhere, this blog is the one place where I can express my thoughts freely.
Sometimes I wish you read these things, but then again at times I'm glad you probably don't.
You once asked me, how I could like someone fucked up like you. Sweetheart, I'm just as fucked up as you. There are many things you don't know about me, my family, my life...as I am sure the same goes for you. I am fucked up in my own way too.
I just wish you had more LIFE self worth. Have no fear for nothing type thing, worries me sometimes about you.
I would hate to lose you in any way, by death or just stupidity. You are my greatest friend, you are more than that to me, you know I love you, but I know/guess that's not your type of thing right now...or ever.
Doesn't help with my fucked up situation here. ex's, kids, drama, almost constantly. I'm sorry things are a mess in my life. I know I shouldn't be sorry but I am. If they weren't I guess I would be a better friend/whatever.
I know you don't like the emo stuff, but your the fresh air in my life. You are not the easiest person to get along with at times, but you are the easiest to fall in love with.
My heart never changes, and I told you that once that I
you and all that falling in stuff....
My heart will always you. As you will always be my greatest friend. Like I said I am a stubborn ass bitch and never give up on my friends or the people I love.
Now enough of the emo shit....LOL
I have shit to do, I have to continue this blog later.... grrr .... lol
GOD I'M FUCKED UP!!
Why the fuck do I hold some of my thoughts or responses back with you? One time in particular, I said nothing at all.
At least I was honest this time and said what I thought. I just wish I didn't leave, I feel like a doofus and crappy for leaving but hey, meh well.... i'll be ok. Just stupidness as par my usual.
Someone asked me if I was scared of you. Instantly I said "Never", in a way that's not true, physically yeah Im not. Emotionally, dude, you scare the fuck out of me.
I know your not into the whole emo scene, so I won't write stuff on here. I just can't write it elsewhere, this blog is the one place where I can express my thoughts freely.
Sometimes I wish you read these things, but then again at times I'm glad you probably don't.
You once asked me, how I could like someone fucked up like you. Sweetheart, I'm just as fucked up as you. There are many things you don't know about me, my family, my life...as I am sure the same goes for you. I am fucked up in my own way too.
I just wish you had more LIFE self worth. Have no fear for nothing type thing, worries me sometimes about you.
I would hate to lose you in any way, by death or just stupidity. You are my greatest friend, you are more than that to me, you know I love you, but I know/guess that's not your type of thing right now...or ever.
Doesn't help with my fucked up situation here. ex's, kids, drama, almost constantly. I'm sorry things are a mess in my life. I know I shouldn't be sorry but I am. If they weren't I guess I would be a better friend/whatever.
I know you don't like the emo stuff, but your the fresh air in my life. You are not the easiest person to get along with at times, but you are the easiest to fall in love with.
My heart never changes, and I told you that once that I
you and all that falling in stuff....My heart will always
you. As you will always be my greatest friend. Like I said I am a stubborn ass bitch and never give up on my friends or the people I love.Now enough of the emo shit....LOL
I have shit to do, I have to continue this blog later.... grrr .... lol
GOD I'M FUCKED UP!!