WiCKeD ChiCK
Bluelighter
This was written by a friend of a friends but i wanted to share it with yas all
It was very long and although i didnt want to i had to edit it's length.
"" Hay people! i just wanted to share with you some of the thoughts that were going through my head the other day when i was in a weird mood. now you can agree, disagree, reply, comment or discard it, i don't mind, just wanted to share whats in my head!
I'm not sure where my life is headed at the moment, it's a weird time. I'm not really sure where I am or what I'm doing.
I'm floating! Floating through life while everyone else seems to be struggling. Something doesn't seem right or is it just to good to be true?
I just lit a candle underneath lemon scented water; the smell is filling my nose the way water fills its container. It an overpowering smell but pleasant none the less. I love candles, they are so soothing and calming. But increase the size of that flame and it becomes lethal and deadly.
Funny thing that, maybe size does matter after all. As long as human beings are able to control the animal, it is soothing and calming. But as soon as it is out of control, as soon as the animal is let loose it must be destroyed! Funny things human beings, they have to control everything they see. As soon as they can't control it or don't understand it, they discard it.
Why?! Why is the question I ask. Why must we destroy, harm others, kill each other and take from each other, when did this world begin to revolve around greed. We don't think of the consequences of our actions like a child who doesn't know any better. But the thing is we know better! or do we? I know what it's like to be stereotyped, not been given a second chance. "Hope is a letter that never arrives delivered by the postman of my fears".
There is no hope to try and resurrect any love that might have been left in the human sprit. There is no loved left, only greed. All these politicians and so-called world leaders and hypercritics spilling they're bullshit shit to the world. These people aren't interested in what we need, although they say they do. They are only interested in how to get what they want and using every means necessary to get it and using every cover up they could ever think of in the process.
I'm not religious but what ever happened to love thy fellow man, love thy neighbor, love thy mother and father, what happened to love? Now it's discard thy fellow man, rob thy neighbor and do everything possible to thy mother and father to make their life a live hell, love has turned to hate my friends. And what can we do to help? Not a hell of a lot, well nothing that is going to make a huge difference anyway. Sure try by all means, try to make a difference but I fear your life will turn into nothing but frustration and defeat.
People talk, they talk a lot of bullshit, why? to get what they want. They will proceed to tell you many, many, many things, whether you believe them or not is up to you. Or whether they are telling the truth or not is another question, it's how well these people suck you in, with their bullshit and promises they won't keep, that they have no intention of keeping. They tell you many things.
Me, I will say nothing at all, because the flower in the corner by the room in the window in the sun, will say it all! It will say everything I will ever need to say, for me anyway. Now picture this image in your head, or even better, do it! Put a flower in the corner by the room in the window in the sun, look at it with no other distractions around you and see what you feel and think, and you might get a better idea of what I'm talking about when I say the flower it will say it all. And if you don't get it, then the greed has got you and I'm sorry I've gotten to you to late. This is not a black and white world any more, to be alive I say the colours must be swirled to find the true meaning of what you believe in. but then how do we know what we are doing is right? Maybe we are just to blind to see anything outside ourselves, we can't see past our own noses, past our own problems. We get so consumed in ourselves that we forget that their other people out there, people with much bigger problems then our petty shit. Because we are so blinded by our own self-indulgence we step on these people as well.
¥ Self blind¦ is the biggest sickness in the world and has spread through this world like a bush fire and taken over. And look at the analogy I used, bush fire, the flame got to big for us to control. Someone lit the flame of greed, but this was a flame that no one was ever going to be able to control, but who lit this flame, who knows, who cares. Because you can't go looking for the fire starter while the fire is still burning. But we shouldn't focus on the problem, if you focus on the problem you can't see the solution. You must look through the problem to be able to see the solution. Think how to solve, think positive, never think negative. But that is hard to do since this world has trained us to always assume the worst.
So you want to know what I do to counter this? I'll tell you, I:
DANCE
as though no one is watching
LOVE
as though you never been hurt before
SING
as though no one can hear you
LIVE
as though heaven is on earth.
Someone who loves me gave me that because she said it sums me up so well. And I believe it does. And I love her.
I asked myself where I was at, well now I think I know, I'm where I'm HAPPY!""
[This message has been edited by WiCKeD ChiCK (edited 15 May 2001).]
It was very long and although i didnt want to i had to edit it's length.
"" Hay people! i just wanted to share with you some of the thoughts that were going through my head the other day when i was in a weird mood. now you can agree, disagree, reply, comment or discard it, i don't mind, just wanted to share whats in my head!
I'm not sure where my life is headed at the moment, it's a weird time. I'm not really sure where I am or what I'm doing.
I'm floating! Floating through life while everyone else seems to be struggling. Something doesn't seem right or is it just to good to be true?
I just lit a candle underneath lemon scented water; the smell is filling my nose the way water fills its container. It an overpowering smell but pleasant none the less. I love candles, they are so soothing and calming. But increase the size of that flame and it becomes lethal and deadly.
Funny thing that, maybe size does matter after all. As long as human beings are able to control the animal, it is soothing and calming. But as soon as it is out of control, as soon as the animal is let loose it must be destroyed! Funny things human beings, they have to control everything they see. As soon as they can't control it or don't understand it, they discard it.
Why?! Why is the question I ask. Why must we destroy, harm others, kill each other and take from each other, when did this world begin to revolve around greed. We don't think of the consequences of our actions like a child who doesn't know any better. But the thing is we know better! or do we? I know what it's like to be stereotyped, not been given a second chance. "Hope is a letter that never arrives delivered by the postman of my fears".
There is no hope to try and resurrect any love that might have been left in the human sprit. There is no loved left, only greed. All these politicians and so-called world leaders and hypercritics spilling they're bullshit shit to the world. These people aren't interested in what we need, although they say they do. They are only interested in how to get what they want and using every means necessary to get it and using every cover up they could ever think of in the process.
I'm not religious but what ever happened to love thy fellow man, love thy neighbor, love thy mother and father, what happened to love? Now it's discard thy fellow man, rob thy neighbor and do everything possible to thy mother and father to make their life a live hell, love has turned to hate my friends. And what can we do to help? Not a hell of a lot, well nothing that is going to make a huge difference anyway. Sure try by all means, try to make a difference but I fear your life will turn into nothing but frustration and defeat.
People talk, they talk a lot of bullshit, why? to get what they want. They will proceed to tell you many, many, many things, whether you believe them or not is up to you. Or whether they are telling the truth or not is another question, it's how well these people suck you in, with their bullshit and promises they won't keep, that they have no intention of keeping. They tell you many things.
Me, I will say nothing at all, because the flower in the corner by the room in the window in the sun, will say it all! It will say everything I will ever need to say, for me anyway. Now picture this image in your head, or even better, do it! Put a flower in the corner by the room in the window in the sun, look at it with no other distractions around you and see what you feel and think, and you might get a better idea of what I'm talking about when I say the flower it will say it all. And if you don't get it, then the greed has got you and I'm sorry I've gotten to you to late. This is not a black and white world any more, to be alive I say the colours must be swirled to find the true meaning of what you believe in. but then how do we know what we are doing is right? Maybe we are just to blind to see anything outside ourselves, we can't see past our own noses, past our own problems. We get so consumed in ourselves that we forget that their other people out there, people with much bigger problems then our petty shit. Because we are so blinded by our own self-indulgence we step on these people as well.
¥ Self blind¦ is the biggest sickness in the world and has spread through this world like a bush fire and taken over. And look at the analogy I used, bush fire, the flame got to big for us to control. Someone lit the flame of greed, but this was a flame that no one was ever going to be able to control, but who lit this flame, who knows, who cares. Because you can't go looking for the fire starter while the fire is still burning. But we shouldn't focus on the problem, if you focus on the problem you can't see the solution. You must look through the problem to be able to see the solution. Think how to solve, think positive, never think negative. But that is hard to do since this world has trained us to always assume the worst.
So you want to know what I do to counter this? I'll tell you, I:
DANCE
as though no one is watching
LOVE
as though you never been hurt before
SING
as though no one can hear you
LIVE
as though heaven is on earth.
Someone who loves me gave me that because she said it sums me up so well. And I believe it does. And I love her.
I asked myself where I was at, well now I think I know, I'm where I'm HAPPY!""
[This message has been edited by WiCKeD ChiCK (edited 15 May 2001).]
