tastethealex
Bluelighter
I cant say I have ever taken a super high dosage of anyone psychedelic and achieved a significant high dose experience. I have taken relatively large doses of multiple psychedelics at the same time though and achieve such experiences.
I forget what fear is, I just cant find being afraid logical. It will only cause more trouble and make things harder on me. Time vanishes. self vanishes. I embrace that we are all just compiled of various energies gathered together to form complex structures.
I usually end up sitting or standing in the same place for hours on end because my thoughts are way to deep and complex to handle concentrating on my physical self. often times lost in visuals that make it hard to understand the true reality I am in. when people talk to me it is usually followed by a long blank stare as i process and analyze the meaning behind every word that comes out of their mouth, then reform it and analyze the meaning of the statement as a whole. Next I need to think of a fitting response and a way to summarize everything, so I don't give them a speech for something that can be answered in 1 word. By this point people usually walk away or say something like "man, you must be on a good one!" Now if they have managed to stick around they probably forgot what they even asked me by the time I respond.
It is really too hard to fully explain what I was going through. for a while I was questioning my reality and wondering if i was the memory of an inanimate object.
I forget what fear is, I just cant find being afraid logical. It will only cause more trouble and make things harder on me. Time vanishes. self vanishes. I embrace that we are all just compiled of various energies gathered together to form complex structures.
I usually end up sitting or standing in the same place for hours on end because my thoughts are way to deep and complex to handle concentrating on my physical self. often times lost in visuals that make it hard to understand the true reality I am in. when people talk to me it is usually followed by a long blank stare as i process and analyze the meaning behind every word that comes out of their mouth, then reform it and analyze the meaning of the statement as a whole. Next I need to think of a fitting response and a way to summarize everything, so I don't give them a speech for something that can be answered in 1 word. By this point people usually walk away or say something like "man, you must be on a good one!" Now if they have managed to stick around they probably forgot what they even asked me by the time I respond.
It is really too hard to fully explain what I was going through. for a while I was questioning my reality and wondering if i was the memory of an inanimate object.

