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Those Who Have Taken Extraordinarily High Doses

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I want feedback from those who have taken "thumb prints" or "heroic doses" or what have you.I know its quite impossible to explain, but I want to gain a sense of the aspects of your experience that you can describe, and any pertinent information like if the trip went bad at any time and how bad it got.

Other responses could include what made you do it, if the trip had/has a long-lasting negative/positive effects and what they are, your mind state going into the trip, the story surrounding the trip and experience, etc...


Please do tell
 
My girlfriend and I split an ounce of dried home-grown cubensis made into some tea.

Ego death doesn't even begin to do justice to the intensity of what ensued.

However, this trip prepared my girlfriend and I for a later mushrooms trip (5g lemon tek'd) that caused my own spiritual awakening (I was an atheist before this night) and gave my gf a whole new lease on life. We haven't been the same since...in the most profoundly positive, spiritually encouraging, life changing, hug a fucking tree kind of way.
 
It probably won't be a thumb print, but if you eat acid with any regularity....

At some point you might come across some that the person laying was just like "oh wow, im going to utterly rock the shit of like thousands of people" and throw like 5 times what would be a standard concentration of the solution they lay their doses with.

Yea.... You will definitely know....

Ive eaten standard sized blotters that i wouldn't feel fully comfortable giving a newbie half of.... Were talking >500 mic range sort of tabs. I have seen heads who know what their fucking with lose their shit on like 2... I have a head for it, and it was almost a little much, parts of it edged on being a little scary.... It was powerful, i have only been like knocked off my rocker with acid like twice...

The high dose experience is by all accounts beautiful.... The setting for the 2 doses of aforementioned blotter utterly fucked my world. I was in a public situation when it happened to, it was one of the better kind of social environment for that sort of thing though. Probably like 40 or 50 people were on my level and it was great.... we were all staring at the sky lighting up, and we couldn't tell if it was the drugs or just a thunderstorm in the distance through the clouds.

The next time i come across some, im saving like 10, and doing 5 and 5 with whoever of my friends that i ask has the balls to do..... Imagine taking 5 blotters where 1 would utterly rock someone, and 2 is enough to make you see very little need for clothing. Now eat 5 with a good friend.

Ive gone as far as 18 weak doses and it seemed like around with 1.5 of those would be like. It was a big fucking piece of paper.
 
I get what u mean by some blotter being way stronger. One of my best friends came to visit. He had toured with the grateful dead for awhile. I was anxious for him to try some of my stuff. He swears it is some of the best stuff he ever came across. But then again im a big believer in set and setting meaning everything.
 
I also like to measure strength depending on amount of visuals. I don't allways take a full hit. When I take a full of this lsd the walls and floors pictures all constantly move. Like a van goah painting. Colors are extreamly intense your sense of hearing is amazing. Lots of laughter or wonderment. Just from one hit. That's good stuff.
 
It's makes for a good story but your brain only has so many receptors. The trips don't just keep getting furthur and furthur out. So all the people who go on about "I was looking at the arse of God for 8 hours" have very vivid imaginations.
 
Ismene said:
It's makes for a good story but your brain only has so many receptors. The trips don't just keep getting furthur and furthur out. So all the people who go on about "I was looking at the arse of God for 8 hours" have very vivid imaginations.
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You have no idea, eight hours isn't that long for beyond-heroic dosing.
 
Oh it's THIS thread again.

I won't diss it though, it's a pretty amazing thing - I have yet to really smash a hole in my ego and consciousness - from what I've heard you're never the same again, and I am pretty confident that I'd come out on the other side better, not worse.

THe most acid I've ever taken in one go was like 500ug...the 3rd time I ever did LSD. It showed me the true power of psychedelics as tools to explore your consciousness, and sent me on my journey.

I'm so grateful to my mate who accidentally doses me twice in that circle. I love you bro.
 
For those that have done huge doses, can you speak to the fears one might have about not coming back in one piece? Losing something along the way? Getting tangled up in some imaginary problems and then bringing them back down with you?
 
If you want a taste of ego death without the long duration, DMT and salvia are good choices. Although I don't "enjoy" salvia, I am glad I experienced what it can offer and was able benefit from it. DMT is just beautiful and can be life changing. A high breakthrough dose (90mg+) smoked quickly will rock your world.
 
I'd like to hear more about high doses of psychedelics like mescaline/LSD/mushrooms - especially compared to lower doses.
 
X3DFX said:
For those that have done huge doses, can you speak to the fears one might have about not coming back in one piece? Losing something along the way? Getting tangled up in some imaginary problems and then bringing them back down with you?
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I got myself into a deep, deep guilt trip about a year ago. I had split two bottlewashes four ways (half each) plus a tab at the hour mark.

I was convinced that despite my appearance as a well-meaning individual, and my intense ambition to be such, I was actually a corrupt soul - someone completely irredeemable. So far I have carried this theme with me through a year of existence and a number of trips, and the feelings of guilt and inadequacy have ruined what should have been some excellent times with my friends. I have, on much simpler doses, returned to this mindset of shame and freaked out.

I've failed to trust these friends during a particular paranoid trip, accusing one of bring a narc. I've broken down and cried in the middle of an otherwise-pleasant trip. I've nearly sabotaged my relationship with the one person who motivated me to follow my dreams instead of merely existing. These are just the obvious things - surely being in this state has affected me in other, more subtle ways as well.

So yeah. It's possible to put yourself in a bad place from going deep. Like me, you might not even notice that it's affecting you. If and when you do, be sure to filter what you bring back with you.
 
I know of that all pervading inadequateness.

I suppose though, that feeling is one we all have to some degree or another. Perhaps getting to know it is the very reason we're here playing with psychedelics
 
I took 30+ hits at a festival. I was involved in a puddle party.

I was feeling every ounce of energy at the festival flowing through my entire body. Every emotion that was being felt at that time, was being felt by me. I was feeling every little bit of vibration anything was giving off.

It was one of the highest points i had ever felt in my entire life. I could feel a presence guiding me on what action to take with every situation placed in front of me. Now i have no reason to go that far. I have seen whats there.
 
Big)Sky said:
I took 30+ hits at a festival. I was involved in a puddle party.

I was feeling every ounce of energy at the festival flowing through my entire body. Every emotion that was being felt at that time, was being felt by me. I was feeling every little bit of vibration anything was giving off.

It was one of the highest points i had ever felt in my entire life. I could feel a presence guiding me on what action to take with every situation placed in front of me. Now i have no reason to go that far. I have seen whats there.
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what were the next few days, weeks, months like after that experience ? (not that there is an easy way to say)
 
I was questioning my existience as a whole. I realized that we are all just complex molecules in motion, which made it really hard to see the world as the regular person seen what it was.

My views were shifted completely. My views confused people who were not involved in the puddle party. I felt like i had lived multiple lives in one sitting. I became a new person.

A high dose of psychedelic is necessary to all psychedelic users in the right setting. It changed my awareness for the positive for ever.
 
Yea I like how this thread is open-ended. Feel free to make more suggestions.
Ive never taken too high of a dose at once but I did about an ounce of shrooms spaced over two months (every weekend) that resulted in a couple nasty trips toward the end. I still get wavy hallucinations when I feel insecure sometimes; but im confident that those will pass. At least I stopped when I did. Soon ill be delving back into the realm of psycedelia, albeit with much more respect, awe, and proffessionalim than before. Oh, and I'm STARTING SMALL.
 
Well my first salvia trip was on 12mg of salivorin A. No trip sitter, no reality.
Note that the dosage of salivorin A is less than 1mg.

Its like you go to a place that you had never believed was real. And even though you know the drugs made you see it, it still exists.
And I, for one, hope to never return.
 
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