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empathogenesis

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i dont know what to say. but i feel like you already know it all. i feel like i am inside your head. i feel like you are inside my head. i have so much i want to share with you. yet one glance says it all. how did we let this happen angel? there is something there. i know there is. you know there is. so many emotions. but so many things standing in the way. so close yet so so far. a plethora of unrelenting passion coupled with the strictest instructions to avoid each other. what is going to happen? am i happy where i am? i want you closer. but i am scared to let you near. for fear of what could happen...
 
*sigh*
did you read this? you seem to think you know how i feel...but you dont...but i dont...
yet at the same time...you know exactly what is going on? what are we going to do? where are we going? we are travelling along this road blind...feeling for answers that arent there...
 
nobody really knows whats going on in life,life is a fathomless mystery and should be treated as such,to treat it any other way is to invite a swift kick to the head when something happens that you cant account for, that you didnt expect and that you cant explain.treat life as a mystery and then when things happen that cant be explained you will have the benefit of witnessing a miracle rather than missing it cause youre too busy picking up the peices of your shattered view of the world.and by miracle I dont mean flying pigs or men walking on water, the true miracles are subtle.....like meeting a person for the first time yet feeling you know them so well you could spend the rest of your lives together
 
....right on....
dont be afraid of what could happen...anything and everything could happen....but it doesn't stop you from getting out of bed everyday...so why should it stop you from letting someone near?
in the words of the great Janis Joplin "...when you wanna hold somebody, you gotta hold 'em like it's the last minute of your life..."
now if only I could follow my own advice..... ;)
anyways, keep writing...
 
words fail me at the neediest of moments...
there is nothing i can type to do justice to the emotions which spilt through my blood & bones as i read what you've written here... yet, i knew it all already... ?!
i'd tell you that i feel exactly the same, but i don't need to... you already know that.
i'll finish on a few words which aren't suited for a conclusion... as they're the start of something overdue and likely to go on for some time... and, this is extremely distant from any conclusion of anything between us.
just talk to me angel... and, please... smile... :)
[ 16 December 2001: Message edited by: aixarata ]
 
angel...
please...
as long as you talk to me. that is the most important thing possible. we need to talk. you need to talk. and you know you can talk to me. and i want you to talk to me. because i care.
but you knew that...
 
that's what i said silly... just talk to me... if you ever find the time... you know where i'm found...
[ 17 December 2001: Message edited by: aixarata ]
 
you know that i can always make time for you. always. you are very special to me. i wish you could see that. you always know what is going on in my head yet you are failing to observe blindingly obvious facts like my ultimate respect for you and the fact that i will always be here. i promise i will. my angel...
 
put yourself in my shoes.
would you see the things you speak of? whether you know/suspect that they are there, would you see them?
and without seeing them, noticing them with your own eyes, would you act on them?
regardless... please... talk to me... soon...
 
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