I woke up this morning
with you on my mind
I turned over to realize
It wasn't you by my side
I close my eyes
my side aches
I fall back asleep...
I might find you there
In such a small place
your so hard to find
the smile you used to create in an instant...
disappears at the slightest thought of you
you now paint a look of confusion on my face
and fill my heart with emptiness and regret...
that's such an awful feeling...
it remains so untouchable
so consuming
I wish there were some way to reach you
to cover you
to save the part of you that is slowly disappearing
yet I am no angel
such things I am unable to heal
how I wish I could touch you
how I wish you were real
....for I have created you in my mind
the way I wish you were
I have drawn every inch of you perfect
so worn,
incomparable
made for me
my indecision at rest
my mind at peace
You have never made me calm
you always inch me towards the edge
yet hold me there....
so I always feel like I am falling
you seem to distort what I know to be true
unveiling a part of me which has no control
uncovered
your thoughts cloth me
and when you speak...
I am left naked
I fall asleep wanting to forget you
to wake up with out you there
to forget the way it feels
when you run your fingers through my hair
you are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen
so complicated
yet so simple
a perfect contradiction
I woke up this morning with you on my mind....
I close my eyes...
you are no longer there
with you on my mind
I turned over to realize
It wasn't you by my side
I close my eyes
my side aches
I fall back asleep...
I might find you there
In such a small place
your so hard to find
the smile you used to create in an instant...
disappears at the slightest thought of you
you now paint a look of confusion on my face
and fill my heart with emptiness and regret...
that's such an awful feeling...
it remains so untouchable
so consuming
I wish there were some way to reach you
to cover you
to save the part of you that is slowly disappearing
yet I am no angel
such things I am unable to heal
how I wish I could touch you
how I wish you were real
....for I have created you in my mind
the way I wish you were
I have drawn every inch of you perfect
so worn,
incomparable
made for me
my indecision at rest
my mind at peace
You have never made me calm
you always inch me towards the edge
yet hold me there....
so I always feel like I am falling
you seem to distort what I know to be true
unveiling a part of me which has no control
uncovered
your thoughts cloth me
and when you speak...
I am left naked
I fall asleep wanting to forget you
to wake up with out you there
to forget the way it feels
when you run your fingers through my hair
you are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen
so complicated
yet so simple
a perfect contradiction
I woke up this morning with you on my mind....
I close my eyes...
you are no longer there
