"This Life Ain't Worth Living" [chorus from my fav singer, Ville Vallo, HIM, "Join Me in Death."].
Just stopping in to Bluelight after a long absence due to severe depression/anxiety . . . really thought I was dying. (After the Meth O.D. I thought I damaged my heart . . . seems to be okay now.)
Trying to quit smoking & not drink as much as I was.
This economy really sucks. I still have income but can't sell anything (vacant land) & I'm stuck paying property taxes on the lots.
Some crooks have $700,000 worth of liens on my land, which according to law expire after three years. They expired, so now I'm gonna ask that the liens be removed. If so, I'll have lotsa $$$ and can get outta Babylon.
It's been a long, HOT summer stuck in Tucson. I planned to go on vacation all summer but the economy hit me . . . turns out, I coulda gone on vacation & not worried about anything. I didn't get anything done here anyway. Total waste of time.
Everything seems so hopeless. Only a miracle will make things better. (Like falling into love and getting outta Babylon.)
Peace & Love,
Raquel!
Just stopping in to Bluelight after a long absence due to severe depression/anxiety . . . really thought I was dying. (After the Meth O.D. I thought I damaged my heart . . . seems to be okay now.)
Trying to quit smoking & not drink as much as I was.
This economy really sucks. I still have income but can't sell anything (vacant land) & I'm stuck paying property taxes on the lots.
Some crooks have $700,000 worth of liens on my land, which according to law expire after three years. They expired, so now I'm gonna ask that the liens be removed. If so, I'll have lotsa $$$ and can get outta Babylon.
It's been a long, HOT summer stuck in Tucson. I planned to go on vacation all summer but the economy hit me . . . turns out, I coulda gone on vacation & not worried about anything. I didn't get anything done here anyway. Total waste of time.
Everything seems so hopeless. Only a miracle will make things better. (Like falling into love and getting outta Babylon.)
Peace & Love,
Raquel!