It's been 2 days since I've seen my wife... we spend every day together.. we're inseparable. Well I guess we were.. she hasn't called/texted me she deleted me on facebook blocked me and I don't know what she's doing... I wish I wouldnt have googled her name and went to her FB because all I saw were selfies and guys hitting on her.. I know she's deceiving me somehow.. which she vowed not to do.. I wish I could find out she wasn't doing anything but my gut tells me different... I love this woman so fucking much I wish she would just stop this bullshit and come home but I know we are beyond that.. here starts the healing process.. god give me strength to not do anything stupid.. I love you so much my beautiful wife..
