this is supposed to make it better?

[Shuddr2Think]

i waited a year to do this...
lots of misunderstandings can happen in a year...
and apparently we both knew it...
i choked on my own words...
struggled to find a way...
to make it...right, to make it happen
whatever the hell *it* is.
you make me happier than...anything has in a long time...
and....
i don't want to lose that....
i just want to know...
its getting frustrating...
this whole mind numbing thing...
and i almost want to just...give it up.
But, there will always be those hugs.
and the hand holding.
and the looks...
and you.
you who knew this whole time...
and you know what?
you still haven't told me how you feel.
and....
its sad...
but it gives me hope.
*gag*
screw hope.

 

[Dont_Call_Me]

good work
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[Angelight]

wow...
this was very good.
It seems as though every post i open today i relate to...this is getting scary

Thanks for sharing

 

[Catachreses]

i feel you katie. smile. i really enjoy reading your stuff. keep me updated.

ry.
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"Euphoric, narcotic, pleasantly hallucinant."