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"This is not Love"......dedicated to Kecia

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I got flowers today. it wasn't my birthday or any other special day.
We had our first fight last night,
And he said alot of cruel things that really hurt me.
I know he's sorry and didn't mean the things he said, because he sent me flowers today.
Last night he threw me into a wall and started to choke me.
It seemed like a nightmare,
I couldn't believe it was real.
I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over.
I know he must be sorry,
Be cause he sent me flowers today.
I got flowers today and it wasn't my Birthday or any other special day.
Last night he beat me up again,
And it was much worse than all the other times,
If i leave him what will i do?
I'm afraid of him and scared to leave.
But i know he must be sorry
Because he sent me flowers today.
I got flowers today.
Today was a very special day,
It was the day of my funeral.
Lastnight..... he finally killed me.
He beat me to death.
If only i had gathered enough courage and strength to leave him,
I would not have gotten flowers today.
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ÇåRãmË£ çûtíë
 
wow~ i was reading it and i got a chill thru my body. i hope this is not based on true story or anything like that. or i think i'm gonna start cry or something..
 
Kandy Sucker..... this is based on true events....... sorry but that's how it went.
Bee girl.......... i'm glad you like it. and i do hope it helps your friend in what ever positive way.
Thank you......
Peace and Love
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ÇåRãmË£ çûtíë
 
I have someone who went through a very similiar experience, but thank god she gathered the courage to leave the dipshit. I seen the pain and suffering she went through do you mind if I show this poem to her?
 
chills...wow....I've never been in a physically abusive relationship, but I have been in a verbally abusive one...that can be pretty painful too and leaves a lot of emotional scars and fears. Don't let anyone take you for granted or treat you like shit. Your special and you should be treated as such....
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~Mere~
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"We come to love not by finding a perfect person but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly." --Sam Keen
 
Haste............ you are welcome to share my poem with anyone............ i do hope that it enlightens your friend as well.
Babybutterfly......... your quote was enlightening........... I just don't get how these bastards can love us one minute and then want to hit us or says hurtful things to us the next!
I don't judge all men however....... but it just makes it terribly hard to trust and give your heart again.
Thnaks for reading and enjoying!
P.s........ are yoou going to b @ SSU??
that questions goes to you to Haste.;oP
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I'm saving all my cash for the Queens B'Day weekend - especially Pleazure!!!! I'm looking forward to meeting the other BL's, I'm new to this and haven't meet any of them yet. Are you going to Pleazure?
 
Haste.. I think i am........ so far it's a yes.
I'll let you know as it gets closer though.
It would be great meeting up with someone who's as new to this as i am........ are you not going to SSU this Saturday??
See ya....... hugzzz
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No - unfortunately not, the only thing I'm doing this weekend is Bass Station friday night, I need to save my cash for the long weekend
It would be really great to meet another new BL - so make sure you make it to Pleazure...pleeeeeeaaaasssseeee!!!
 
hey im so glad you posted that up cause i remember telling yo how great i thought it was when i read it in your book a few weeks ago.. And i htink you said you put it up becuase of that...So thats very cool indeed .....
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Cause life aint nothing but a good groove
A good mix tape to put you in the right mood
 
yep chills
shivers down my spine
i got flowers too, and sorries and tears
i left after 10 yrs
now ive found love within myself
thankyou for ur words
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i thought it was you i needed nevertheless i have learnt thru the pain i needed me
 
Wow! Chills and shivers and tears! That was so moving. Very clever too. It makes me really pissed though that we (females) even have to write these poems!
Harmoni
 
Your writing style seems very familiar to me, even though poetry is what you have written and stories is my forte. I really think your piece could *help* people, and it really makes one think. Keep this up!
PiHKAL
 
AWSOME POEM I DON'T THINK ENOUGH GIRLS REALIZE HOW EASILY AND OFTEN THIS KIND OF THINGS HAPPEN. THANKYOU FOR SHARING!!!
 
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