This Dark Heart of Mine

Although I am well aware that this person is suffering greatly (it is evident by his words and actions). I want him to suffer more.

I have done nothing to encroach on his tiny world and yet he attempts to belittle me. A complete stranger to me has gone so far to instigate me towards actions that would make his actions justifiable.

I ignored this stranger's attempts. Only this time.

I want this fucker to feel REAL pain. I want this fucker to lose what is important to him. I want this fucker to live so that he can feel pain every day. I don't want this fucker to sleep. Sleep would be a respite to his pain.

I want him to fail and hurt.

I did nothing, nor will I pursue the HORRIBLE thoughts I think.

He is hurting enough I suppose. It isn't up to me to decide whether it is an acceptable amount.

I am extreme, I know. Pain, pain, pain. There isn't enough that I can think of that would suffice.

Its not up to me but I wish I could be a fly on the wall when his pain is the greatest.
 
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