lozgod
Bluelighter
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- Jan 29, 2010
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Just went through 2 days of opana withdrawal after a week long run of shooting up 5's IR. Looked on the narc converter and according to it, it stated that IV'ed oxymorphone is equivalent to 150mgs of oxycodone PO (oral). I couldn't believe it but after the last one about 8 hours later the withdrawal started and it was bad enough to say I will never touch Opana's again. I was throwing up and squirting for 14 hours straight. Took 80mgs of Valium to get me 3 hours of sleep after I stop vomiting. Got lucky and had a friend that needed money to get his script out so I pawned my $1100 plasma for $85 to get his script out and he gave me 25 15mg oxys. I took 10 of them and haven't felt shit but I ain't sick anymore.
I thought people were exaggerating opana withdrawals but I seriously was considering calling an ambulance. I was vomiting and dry heaving yellow disgusting something. I couldn't do anything but lay in the bed with a bucket next to me.
Anyway. I hate suboxone, and am thinking about methadone. I'm too much of a pussy to go through withdrawal and quit. I think I have some kind of endorphin deficiency because opiates made me feel normal for the first time ever in my life.
Has anyone seen methadone as a bad thing in their lives? Has it caused them to lose jobs or make their life worse than it was being a junkie? I can't go on like this, spending all of my money on pills and dope. I need to get back to being a normal productive person. I am talented, smart, and it is all going to waste being a junkie.
I thought people were exaggerating opana withdrawals but I seriously was considering calling an ambulance. I was vomiting and dry heaving yellow disgusting something. I couldn't do anything but lay in the bed with a bucket next to me.
Anyway. I hate suboxone, and am thinking about methadone. I'm too much of a pussy to go through withdrawal and quit. I think I have some kind of endorphin deficiency because opiates made me feel normal for the first time ever in my life.
Has anyone seen methadone as a bad thing in their lives? Has it caused them to lose jobs or make their life worse than it was being a junkie? I can't go on like this, spending all of my money on pills and dope. I need to get back to being a normal productive person. I am talented, smart, and it is all going to waste being a junkie.