Psycho Deli
Greenlighter
I just switched my doctors and I'll probably ask my doctor for Lyrica.
I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder, and it's exasperated by many social situations and leaves me frustrated and irritable because more often than not, I can't enjoy social situations because my mind is racing and I'm unable to pay attention and hold a conversation because of this. Also, I just quit my first job after a week. And in this economy, I understand how lucky I was to get one that was so easy and payed so well ($900+ per month).
I do not intend on using any drug whatsoever in the near future for recreational purposes, and definitely not any medicine prescribed to me that actually helps.
From the research I've done, I'm thinking of suggesting one of these drugs:
Lyrica
Wellbutrin
Lexapro
I've read so many great reviews about Lyrica's anxiolytic effects, and from what I understand, the norm is that the mood-lifting effects wane to nothing while a therapeutic anxiolytic effect remains. If tolerance becomes an issue, I was thinking maybe I could try alternating certain days/weeks with a benzodiazepine, like Klonopin.
Wellbutrin sounded like a real hit-or-miss; I'm not sure of the likelihood that it can help, considering that Adderall and Tobacco do not help in the least. I'm willing to try it, though.
Lexapro, I'm not sure about this one, I don't think it is an SSRI. I've tried Prozac and Paxil before, and only got side effects like loss of libido and nausea even after giving them 3-4 week trials. Also blunted all emotions.
I'm seeing a new doctor in a couple days. Any tips on how to present my problem?
So far, the only things in my life that EVER had any effect was Morning Glory seeds; within the past couple months I tripped 3 times on really low doses, like 150 seeds, then 100, then 75. The first trip was miserable, I almost thought I was gonna die, but I emerged a changed person permanently... for the better. Less anxiety, I felt more involved with life, and developed better relationships with my few friends (as well as with my family). Second trip, I was at the movies watching Rise of the Planet of the Apes (lol) and all of a sudden, I had this realization that was really depressing at the time, but has since improved my life a ton: the high I was searching for was better than real life can ever be, so I might as well enjoy my friends. Third trip... no realizations, but it too made me a slightly more happier person.
I doubt I'll be telling my doctor this, though. Lol...
I really want to avoid any withdrawal of any sort. The only withdrawal I've ever experienced was from Tobacco (dip) and I was using it at work in a desperate attempt to calm down at work... dipping insane amounts in the bathroom on the job. Every day for a week, increasing my dose each time until I realized it wasn't helping, only reducing my appetite, which is nice, but unnecessary. Then I quit... and HOLY SHIT, I was suicidal for 3 days! It took me a couple days to figure out that it was the tobacco, but I thought it was weird since tobacco doesn't even help my mood at all.
I really want a long-term solution, I doubt Morning Glory Seeds will cure it permanently even though they have helped A SHIT TON. I've seen counselors and a psychiatrist a couple times... and counselors didn't help, they just babbled and the psych was god damn stupid. (He never heard of DXM before and wanted me to stop because it might contain amphetamines).
Suggestions?
I know that some poster here whose avatar is actually a box of Lyrica seems to be well-versed in Lyrica + Klonopin.
I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder, and it's exasperated by many social situations and leaves me frustrated and irritable because more often than not, I can't enjoy social situations because my mind is racing and I'm unable to pay attention and hold a conversation because of this. Also, I just quit my first job after a week. And in this economy, I understand how lucky I was to get one that was so easy and payed so well ($900+ per month).
I do not intend on using any drug whatsoever in the near future for recreational purposes, and definitely not any medicine prescribed to me that actually helps.
From the research I've done, I'm thinking of suggesting one of these drugs:
Lyrica
Wellbutrin
Lexapro
I've read so many great reviews about Lyrica's anxiolytic effects, and from what I understand, the norm is that the mood-lifting effects wane to nothing while a therapeutic anxiolytic effect remains. If tolerance becomes an issue, I was thinking maybe I could try alternating certain days/weeks with a benzodiazepine, like Klonopin.
Wellbutrin sounded like a real hit-or-miss; I'm not sure of the likelihood that it can help, considering that Adderall and Tobacco do not help in the least. I'm willing to try it, though.
Lexapro, I'm not sure about this one, I don't think it is an SSRI. I've tried Prozac and Paxil before, and only got side effects like loss of libido and nausea even after giving them 3-4 week trials. Also blunted all emotions.
I'm seeing a new doctor in a couple days. Any tips on how to present my problem?
So far, the only things in my life that EVER had any effect was Morning Glory seeds; within the past couple months I tripped 3 times on really low doses, like 150 seeds, then 100, then 75. The first trip was miserable, I almost thought I was gonna die, but I emerged a changed person permanently... for the better. Less anxiety, I felt more involved with life, and developed better relationships with my few friends (as well as with my family). Second trip, I was at the movies watching Rise of the Planet of the Apes (lol) and all of a sudden, I had this realization that was really depressing at the time, but has since improved my life a ton: the high I was searching for was better than real life can ever be, so I might as well enjoy my friends. Third trip... no realizations, but it too made me a slightly more happier person.
I doubt I'll be telling my doctor this, though. Lol...
I really want to avoid any withdrawal of any sort. The only withdrawal I've ever experienced was from Tobacco (dip) and I was using it at work in a desperate attempt to calm down at work... dipping insane amounts in the bathroom on the job. Every day for a week, increasing my dose each time until I realized it wasn't helping, only reducing my appetite, which is nice, but unnecessary. Then I quit... and HOLY SHIT, I was suicidal for 3 days! It took me a couple days to figure out that it was the tobacco, but I thought it was weird since tobacco doesn't even help my mood at all.
I really want a long-term solution, I doubt Morning Glory Seeds will cure it permanently even though they have helped A SHIT TON. I've seen counselors and a psychiatrist a couple times... and counselors didn't help, they just babbled and the psych was god damn stupid. (He never heard of DXM before and wanted me to stop because it might contain amphetamines).
Suggestions?
I know that some poster here whose avatar is actually a box of Lyrica seems to be well-versed in Lyrica + Klonopin.
