Look I think I honestly made my pill count a little more than I should have.
I basically did mdma for about every 2 weeks for almost a year then slowed down to once a month for a couple more years.
Yes I will admit that I did stupid things that I take responsibilty for nowadays, like going to raves every weekend and rolling at each one, but I am dead serious in that I know at least 3 people who have done mdma but not abused, and still have effects.
People honestly think that im hating on mdma, and they like to PROTECT IT as if it has done nothing wrong. That is far from the truth. I have had amazing expieriences from mdma that I will rememeber forever, but it IS a bad substance and is bad on not only the mind but the body.
Of all the substances I have abused, mdma has BY FAR done more damage to my mind, personality and depression compared to any others.
One of the girls I know who is defiantly noticably not the person she used to be, and she rolled one ONE pill, every few months.
Go ahead and not believe me, I dont care, im just giving out real information that mdma can cause changes in you.
Im not saying you cant recover, because after living in a state of hell after the mdma abuse, I am so happy to report that my 6 months of being clean, i have recovered and am doing so much better.
Id like to say that exercise, eating properly, and getting on lexapro, and counsaling have completely turned my life around. I honestly will not be doing mdma for a long time, because I just dont see it as something that will benefit me anymore.
Also, as others have stated, smoking weed after doing mdma for a while defiantly changes your high, and i am happy to report that I am smoking weed to good results again.
I recommend lexapro and therapy, they have saved my life, and I couldnt be happier.
Good luck.