that living this lie of a "life" is really getting to me and causing some deeply emotional anger at how we are moving "forward" in society.
I dont wanna die or kill others... not the issue.
My perspective on what is going on around us daily is having an impact not only on me but those I would spare these feelings of bitterness, unjust practices and being caged from.
I want out. I want to be in a place that I can contemplate the better things in life (nature mostly) at my own pace without worry of who I sell my skills to, how to pay bills, where my meals come from, why are we so destructive and hateful... the list goes on.
I am not from this time/place but am stuck here.
I want nature for natures sake and a clearer unadulterated view of who and what we are and where we connect with everything else.
We are given glimpses of this but through a lens created by others and the glass has faults and does not show the real "real" but close.
I dont need/want drugs I want to be among others that share what I feel for many years and heal. I am hurt and have been hurt physically and emotionally for many decades.
I know I am not the only one in this. This is bothersome as well.
But my overall health is declining and I know there are answers that can ease some or all of my messy life.
I do not want rehab, hospitals, drugs or European life advice.
I want to be around others away from the illusions of society and merge back to nature if there are any places like this... I do not care of any of the divisions taught and pushed (race, color etc) I want out wherever I can get it.
I am tired of being fed bullshit and living in it.
I want to be free from it.
Does anyone know of any communities that feel the same and will take in someone willing to do the work?
I do not see it going to get any better and I am a fairly decent observer of surroundings.
I dont wanna die or kill others... not the issue.
My perspective on what is going on around us daily is having an impact not only on me but those I would spare these feelings of bitterness, unjust practices and being caged from.
I want out. I want to be in a place that I can contemplate the better things in life (nature mostly) at my own pace without worry of who I sell my skills to, how to pay bills, where my meals come from, why are we so destructive and hateful... the list goes on.
I am not from this time/place but am stuck here.
I want nature for natures sake and a clearer unadulterated view of who and what we are and where we connect with everything else.
We are given glimpses of this but through a lens created by others and the glass has faults and does not show the real "real" but close.
I dont need/want drugs I want to be among others that share what I feel for many years and heal. I am hurt and have been hurt physically and emotionally for many decades.
I know I am not the only one in this. This is bothersome as well.
But my overall health is declining and I know there are answers that can ease some or all of my messy life.
I do not want rehab, hospitals, drugs or European life advice.
I want to be around others away from the illusions of society and merge back to nature if there are any places like this... I do not care of any of the divisions taught and pushed (race, color etc) I want out wherever I can get it.
I am tired of being fed bullshit and living in it.
I want to be free from it.
Does anyone know of any communities that feel the same and will take in someone willing to do the work?
I do not see it going to get any better and I am a fairly decent observer of surroundings.