Fornax55
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 17, 2010
- Messages
- 465
Hey.
I used to always think if I was a rockstar millionaire the first thing i'd set up was an unlimited supply of heroin.
Now that I'm in a situation where I have basically that, I realize that it's much, MUCH less appealing than the idea sounded at first. My life has become absolute fucking garbage and I'm counting the days until this source has been depleted.
I'm wondering - what are some things that one can try with a large amount of said substance? There are things I've tried that I normally would hesitate to try due to the worry of losing my dope, but in this scenario I honestly believe it would be safer in the long run if I were to fuck up and lose a bunch of it. So far I've tried alternate smoking methods (changing the shape/structure of tinfoil etc) which has worked out good in some situations and less good in others. Someone suggested to start taking gangster rails of more than a point but I think that's stupid and a good way to die. I am considering mixing drinks with the stuff to sip and keep myself from getting sick at work.
Any other ideas? Obviously nothing that's going to be dangerous to me but perhaps something that's dangerous to the heroin because at this stage, I would be more than happy to 'accidentally' waste some to an experiment particularly if it could result in harm reduction. I can't bring myself to simply throw it away, and this is the only way I can think of to perhaps accidentally dispose of some before I'm too wired or I get too sick - and I'm heading that way now.. Find interesting or beneficial activities/experiments that one would normally lack the funds/supplies to actually act out with a normal amount of heroin and try 'em out in the interest of harm/addiction/withdrawal reduction.
I used to always think if I was a rockstar millionaire the first thing i'd set up was an unlimited supply of heroin.
Now that I'm in a situation where I have basically that, I realize that it's much, MUCH less appealing than the idea sounded at first. My life has become absolute fucking garbage and I'm counting the days until this source has been depleted.
I'm wondering - what are some things that one can try with a large amount of said substance? There are things I've tried that I normally would hesitate to try due to the worry of losing my dope, but in this scenario I honestly believe it would be safer in the long run if I were to fuck up and lose a bunch of it. So far I've tried alternate smoking methods (changing the shape/structure of tinfoil etc) which has worked out good in some situations and less good in others. Someone suggested to start taking gangster rails of more than a point but I think that's stupid and a good way to die. I am considering mixing drinks with the stuff to sip and keep myself from getting sick at work.
Any other ideas? Obviously nothing that's going to be dangerous to me but perhaps something that's dangerous to the heroin because at this stage, I would be more than happy to 'accidentally' waste some to an experiment particularly if it could result in harm reduction. I can't bring myself to simply throw it away, and this is the only way I can think of to perhaps accidentally dispose of some before I'm too wired or I get too sick - and I'm heading that way now.. Find interesting or beneficial activities/experiments that one would normally lack the funds/supplies to actually act out with a normal amount of heroin and try 'em out in the interest of harm/addiction/withdrawal reduction.