I hate that drugs have turned my life to shit
I hate the fact that I LOVE TO GET HIGH
I hate that I smoke crack
I hate that I shoot pills..No I dont..I love them
And I hate that
I hate that my friends don't call me anymore
I hate how they say they understand..
When they have no fucking idea
I hate how i will NEVER be good enough
For anything
I hate the dealers that sell me drugs
I hate waiting for them
I hate that I have isolated myself
From anyone that actually ever gave a shit
I hate that I dont have the courage to kill myself and
I hate that everyday I want to die more and more
I hate the fact that I LOVE TO GET HIGH
I hate that I smoke crack
I hate that I shoot pills..No I dont..I love them
And I hate that
I hate that my friends don't call me anymore
I hate how they say they understand..
When they have no fucking idea
I hate how i will NEVER be good enough
For anything
I hate the dealers that sell me drugs
I hate waiting for them
I hate that I have isolated myself
From anyone that actually ever gave a shit
I hate that I dont have the courage to kill myself and
I hate that everyday I want to die more and more
