This thick cloud of sadness is oppressive
The pain slashes violently, it's so aggressive
Fuck me I want to die
Something feels so very wrong
I don't know why
What the hell is wrong with me?
Oh Christ I'll never see
Something's very wrong I don't know what
I'm in a deep, dark pit of smothering despair
From where it comes I'm not sure
It hurts too deep to bare
Something’s very wrong inside right now
It needs to be fixed but I don't know how
Stifling cries rise up from me
I’m begging the sadness to let me be
Heartbroken I can only sob
For feeling like a helpless fob
Something inside is terribly wrong
A sinister forboding hangs dense and long
I just don't know what to do right now
Jesus if only I could fix it somehow
But all I can do is let the violent hot tears rush
I get no relief as they gush
It's my fault, I know
I guess I've done something very wrong
What the fuck am I to do?
There's only one thing I know to do
It won't stop the pain or end the blues
Lord Jesus help me
I don't know what else to do
I feel so lost, forlorn, and screwed
Fear rips my soul with sharp peircing teeth
Steel cuts skin and rivers of blood beneath
A hot gush spews forth strong and red
Such fresh vital energy and life force
If it don't stop I'll soon be dead of course
I know not how to heal a wound like this
So I guess I'll go on with what I know
To slash and spike until I feel the burn
As poisons slowly seize my life away
The pain cuts so deep, it's here to stay
All right then let me slowly die this way
My soul to hell or limbo it will stay
I can't even feel the knife no more
I'm severed now forever from my body
Feeling so scared, so cold, so lost
Condemned to wander forever all alone
Stuck in this cold detached, loveless zone
The pain slashes violently, it's so aggressive
Fuck me I want to die
Something feels so very wrong
I don't know why
What the hell is wrong with me?
Oh Christ I'll never see
Something's very wrong I don't know what
I'm in a deep, dark pit of smothering despair
From where it comes I'm not sure
It hurts too deep to bare
Something’s very wrong inside right now
It needs to be fixed but I don't know how
Stifling cries rise up from me
I’m begging the sadness to let me be
Heartbroken I can only sob
For feeling like a helpless fob
Something inside is terribly wrong
A sinister forboding hangs dense and long
I just don't know what to do right now
Jesus if only I could fix it somehow
But all I can do is let the violent hot tears rush
I get no relief as they gush
It's my fault, I know
I guess I've done something very wrong
What the fuck am I to do?
There's only one thing I know to do
It won't stop the pain or end the blues
Lord Jesus help me
I don't know what else to do
I feel so lost, forlorn, and screwed
Fear rips my soul with sharp peircing teeth
Steel cuts skin and rivers of blood beneath
A hot gush spews forth strong and red
Such fresh vital energy and life force
If it don't stop I'll soon be dead of course
I know not how to heal a wound like this
So I guess I'll go on with what I know
To slash and spike until I feel the burn
As poisons slowly seize my life away
The pain cuts so deep, it's here to stay
All right then let me slowly die this way
My soul to hell or limbo it will stay
I can't even feel the knife no more
I'm severed now forever from my body
Feeling so scared, so cold, so lost
Condemned to wander forever all alone
Stuck in this cold detached, loveless zone
