sadmachine
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TL;DR: I'm wondering if disposable vapes are potentially negatively impacting my drug experiences.
Not sure how big they are in the US yet, but for the past 5ish years these little shits have absolutely dominated Australia and the UK. For every 1 McDonalds, we have 60 tobacconists here in Australia. Police don't have anywhere near enough resources to shut them down (they are technically illegal here) and every other week there's a firebombing, 115 in 18 months. Some articles claim the police think the organised crime groups importing and setting up these vape shops are making more from them than they are from some drugs. On my street alone we have 4. Everyone here is hooked on them, high school kids, all the guys in the office, I even see the odd junkie in the city puffing away on a strawberry-watermelon ice.
Iget and HQD seem to be the two big brands, manufactured in Shenzhen, China and pretty poorly regulated. God knows what's in them, I know it's all synthetic and assume either freebase, nic salt or some other more unknown synthetic nicotine form (maybe they've figured out something that potentiates it?) but in my experience there's no other nicotine product quite like them that even comes close.
I got off the cigs around 5 years ago when a friend introduced me to the original legal box/pod vapes that used pg/vg and nic salt all produced locally and somewhat regulated. They were nice, but incomparable. Then they banned those and now the black market disposables reign supreme.
Here's where it get's interesting and a little bit conspiracy-ish.
Mind you this is all anecdotal, I haven't even discussed this with my friends who use them yet but here's what I've noticed that has really struck me. If I go a few days without a cigarette and then have one, it's lovely, very pleasant. If I go a few days without sucking on one of these things and then I have a puff, I get a full body wave of euphoria off that first puff, a proper rush, to the point where it's almost too much. I'd trade that first puff in withdrawal over damn near any drug i've had in years. The next puff is business as usual, but that first one... The only comparison I have is one particular experience where in my early meth days I took a monster puff of some very high quality meth and the pleasure was so overwhelming it was almost too much. It's obviously nowhere near the same but that's all I can compare it to. As someone who gets very little euphoria at the best of times from your typical euphoriants (oxycodone, coke, mdma) this boggles me mind.
It also makes me wonder how it's been affecting my bodies dopamine system. With a cigarette I'm good for awhile and with the vape I need that thing constantly. It also seems significantly more painful to withdraw from and quit but I guess that can be put down to the fact that i'm probably consuming much much higher amounts of nicotine when I vape than I when I smoke.
In my very limited and amateur understanding of neurotransmitters, I imagine that these things being dopaminergic are essentially stimulating tons of dopamine out every couple of minutes, thousands of times a day. Can't be good for having a well running dopamine system right? And can't be good for enjoying drugs that are supposed to be doing the same thing? How could it perhaps affect say an opioid high when at the same time my brain is constantly begging for the dopamine release every few seconds?
My little backyard conspiracy theory is that it's interfering with my ability to enjoy drugs. It falls a part in a few places, for example we all know a good cigarette while on opies can really kick in a nod (perhaps there's something different between regular and synthetic nicotine?) I've been off the opioids awhile now but vaping never once kicked my opioids into gear at all whatsoever, but a cigarette would every time. Hell sometimes I'd be about to redose thinking i'd underdone it, go smoke a cig and be suddenly be nodding off.
When I really reflect on it, the times when I've been completely off these things and free of any physical dependence from synthetic nicotine I think I've enjoyed most drugs a lot more. I've also noticed significant improvements in motivation but again, not being dependant on a dopaminergic drug probably does that... (duh)
I suspect these suckers might be a lot more serious than we yet know. Just food for thought.
Have you experienced anything like this?
Not sure how big they are in the US yet, but for the past 5ish years these little shits have absolutely dominated Australia and the UK. For every 1 McDonalds, we have 60 tobacconists here in Australia. Police don't have anywhere near enough resources to shut them down (they are technically illegal here) and every other week there's a firebombing, 115 in 18 months. Some articles claim the police think the organised crime groups importing and setting up these vape shops are making more from them than they are from some drugs. On my street alone we have 4. Everyone here is hooked on them, high school kids, all the guys in the office, I even see the odd junkie in the city puffing away on a strawberry-watermelon ice.
Iget and HQD seem to be the two big brands, manufactured in Shenzhen, China and pretty poorly regulated. God knows what's in them, I know it's all synthetic and assume either freebase, nic salt or some other more unknown synthetic nicotine form (maybe they've figured out something that potentiates it?) but in my experience there's no other nicotine product quite like them that even comes close.
I got off the cigs around 5 years ago when a friend introduced me to the original legal box/pod vapes that used pg/vg and nic salt all produced locally and somewhat regulated. They were nice, but incomparable. Then they banned those and now the black market disposables reign supreme.
Here's where it get's interesting and a little bit conspiracy-ish.
Mind you this is all anecdotal, I haven't even discussed this with my friends who use them yet but here's what I've noticed that has really struck me. If I go a few days without a cigarette and then have one, it's lovely, very pleasant. If I go a few days without sucking on one of these things and then I have a puff, I get a full body wave of euphoria off that first puff, a proper rush, to the point where it's almost too much. I'd trade that first puff in withdrawal over damn near any drug i've had in years. The next puff is business as usual, but that first one... The only comparison I have is one particular experience where in my early meth days I took a monster puff of some very high quality meth and the pleasure was so overwhelming it was almost too much. It's obviously nowhere near the same but that's all I can compare it to. As someone who gets very little euphoria at the best of times from your typical euphoriants (oxycodone, coke, mdma) this boggles me mind.
It also makes me wonder how it's been affecting my bodies dopamine system. With a cigarette I'm good for awhile and with the vape I need that thing constantly. It also seems significantly more painful to withdraw from and quit but I guess that can be put down to the fact that i'm probably consuming much much higher amounts of nicotine when I vape than I when I smoke.
In my very limited and amateur understanding of neurotransmitters, I imagine that these things being dopaminergic are essentially stimulating tons of dopamine out every couple of minutes, thousands of times a day. Can't be good for having a well running dopamine system right? And can't be good for enjoying drugs that are supposed to be doing the same thing? How could it perhaps affect say an opioid high when at the same time my brain is constantly begging for the dopamine release every few seconds?
My little backyard conspiracy theory is that it's interfering with my ability to enjoy drugs. It falls a part in a few places, for example we all know a good cigarette while on opies can really kick in a nod (perhaps there's something different between regular and synthetic nicotine?) I've been off the opioids awhile now but vaping never once kicked my opioids into gear at all whatsoever, but a cigarette would every time. Hell sometimes I'd be about to redose thinking i'd underdone it, go smoke a cig and be suddenly be nodding off.
When I really reflect on it, the times when I've been completely off these things and free of any physical dependence from synthetic nicotine I think I've enjoyed most drugs a lot more. I've also noticed significant improvements in motivation but again, not being dependant on a dopaminergic drug probably does that... (duh)
I suspect these suckers might be a lot more serious than we yet know. Just food for thought.
Have you experienced anything like this?
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