neo-sorelian
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In my attempt to kick (perfectly M.D.-prescribed) high-dosage clonazepam for my idiosyncratic psychological quadruple- or multi-diagnosis of treatment-refractory EXTREME PTSD (please don't ask its etiology--I am a twenty-something American Iraq war veteran who experienced his best friend's cerebrum splattering all over his face, should be enough to say), treatment-resistant MDD, GAD, and "Nightmare Disorder", unaided and self-sufficiently, with no doctoral involvement in my "weaning off", I have chosen to attempt for different reasons, I have found there is absolutely no OTC "helpers" in this matter, except a slight few:
*Valerian Root (peripherally)
*Melatonin
*Phenibut
I assayed next to literally everything, but nothing legally shady. Of course, GABA itself doesn't even freaking reach the brain system to calm oneself down, but the commercial venues trumpeting crap-loads of simple, pure GABA itself as the Holy Grail for anxiety don't let this "trade secret" out... The L-Theanine everyone finds wonderful I found to be utterly useless, even though somehow chemically a GABAergic. The best herbal anxiolytic in my experience is Valerian Root, with little competition. (Chamomile, Hops, Skullcap, etc. are fine but simply ineffective for true sufferers of psychoneurosis.) Valerian at least produces something instead of nothing.
Why Phenibut is such an occult and esoteric substance, I have no clue, I hypothesize only because Americans are simply statistically moronic; in any case, for anyone in roughly similar or even dissimilar but relevant situations, I can confidently state, Phenibut appears to be the absolute best OTC anxiolytic (I do admit I have not experimented with Picamilon/Pikamilon, a similar type combination of Vitamin B and GABA that crosses the BBB, however--an even more "esoteric" OTC drug.) I personally believe Phenibut even is better than 95% of BZDs, and I speak from personal empirical experience.
Now the question is, "What is the therapeutic dose range?" I emphasize therapeutic, as "self-directed, libertarian pharmaco-therapy" is the opposite of regressive, sensualist substance abuse. The moral prerequisite and premise of my self-directed pharmaco-therapeutic treatment is, necessarily, the absence of an addictive personality disorder capable of ominously flowering into a substance use disorder. The lack of addictive personality is what has allowed psychiatrists, otherwise conservative, to give me amphetamine and benzos at the same time, and similar things, in the past. I say this informationally, not egoistically.
I have "kicked" in the past doctor-supervised Adderall usage of a long duration (given for non-typical depressive disorder) without "weaning off helpers", but I must admit, at least for my own system, benzodiazepines of Klonopin-level potency are tougher stuff than mere amphetamine. I doubt anyone's moral willpower can alter the objective physiological symptoms of the withdrawal syndrome, such as, e.g., extreme psychomotor tremulousness or agitated nerves in general, bodily fasciculation, and even convulsive-like movements, I have found out harshly through my own empirical experience. I kept under control the extreme psychogenic markers of withdrawal, the horrific dysphoria and depressive states, etc., but I was defeated by the physiological-chemical symptomatology.
For the clonazepam withdrawal I have 99% conquered at this point, by intelligent tapering and unrelentingly, methodically researching and administering "occult-esoteric" OTC substances like Phenibut, I have been taking, encapsulated, 500-2000 milligrams of Phenibut per day. During these several weeks I have observed an ever-so-infinitesimally slight chemical tolerance or weakening of my responsiveness to the drug. To ask the average (American) M.D. or psychiatrist, "What is the therapeutic dose range for phenylated gamma-aminobutyric acid?" would produce nothing but utter bewilderment and possibly suspicions of substance-abuse. I don't even bother.
I am assuming there is less "parochialism" of psychoactive knowledge on bluelight.
Since Phenibut--and Picamilon--were both developed by the Soviets in the 70's or earlier for their cosmonauts (neat fact), the scientific-caliber research and knowledge I imagine is in Russian and I have honestly not been able to find much in the Anglo-sphere, let alone important little details like what is the scientifically and morally responsible/sane therapeutic dose range for extreme anxiety neuroses.
Are there any "liberally-educated" members here carrying pertinent knowledge as to my inquiry...? Thank you sincerely in advance...
For example, absolutely nothing but Phenibut has been able to so soothingly regulate the tachycardia and occasional semi-tachyarrhythmia I was dealing with... Phenibut is a powerful antiarrhythmogenic, angioprotective, of prescription pharmaceutical-level helpfulness, I can speculate confidently, in addition to its many other protective functions... I am surprised some sleazy transnational pharmaceutical company has not tried to convince the FDA to ban it, in order to monopolize the profit from its use by consumers...
Dear Moderators: I am a socially doltish newbie here, and I am not sure if my thread should be in this forum, or the "Other Drugs" or "Advanced Drug Discussion" forums. Re-position at will. Apologies if so.
WebMD: "At this time there is not enough scientific information to determine an appropriate range of doses for phenibut" etc...
That must be crap. The Soviets simply doped up their astronauts on this stuff without having any responsible medical knowledge of its properties and (non-recreational) range values? I fail to believe that... The information must be somewhere...
*Valerian Root (peripherally)
*Melatonin
*Phenibut
I assayed next to literally everything, but nothing legally shady. Of course, GABA itself doesn't even freaking reach the brain system to calm oneself down, but the commercial venues trumpeting crap-loads of simple, pure GABA itself as the Holy Grail for anxiety don't let this "trade secret" out... The L-Theanine everyone finds wonderful I found to be utterly useless, even though somehow chemically a GABAergic. The best herbal anxiolytic in my experience is Valerian Root, with little competition. (Chamomile, Hops, Skullcap, etc. are fine but simply ineffective for true sufferers of psychoneurosis.) Valerian at least produces something instead of nothing.
Why Phenibut is such an occult and esoteric substance, I have no clue, I hypothesize only because Americans are simply statistically moronic; in any case, for anyone in roughly similar or even dissimilar but relevant situations, I can confidently state, Phenibut appears to be the absolute best OTC anxiolytic (I do admit I have not experimented with Picamilon/Pikamilon, a similar type combination of Vitamin B and GABA that crosses the BBB, however--an even more "esoteric" OTC drug.) I personally believe Phenibut even is better than 95% of BZDs, and I speak from personal empirical experience.
Now the question is, "What is the therapeutic dose range?" I emphasize therapeutic, as "self-directed, libertarian pharmaco-therapy" is the opposite of regressive, sensualist substance abuse. The moral prerequisite and premise of my self-directed pharmaco-therapeutic treatment is, necessarily, the absence of an addictive personality disorder capable of ominously flowering into a substance use disorder. The lack of addictive personality is what has allowed psychiatrists, otherwise conservative, to give me amphetamine and benzos at the same time, and similar things, in the past. I say this informationally, not egoistically.
I have "kicked" in the past doctor-supervised Adderall usage of a long duration (given for non-typical depressive disorder) without "weaning off helpers", but I must admit, at least for my own system, benzodiazepines of Klonopin-level potency are tougher stuff than mere amphetamine. I doubt anyone's moral willpower can alter the objective physiological symptoms of the withdrawal syndrome, such as, e.g., extreme psychomotor tremulousness or agitated nerves in general, bodily fasciculation, and even convulsive-like movements, I have found out harshly through my own empirical experience. I kept under control the extreme psychogenic markers of withdrawal, the horrific dysphoria and depressive states, etc., but I was defeated by the physiological-chemical symptomatology.
For the clonazepam withdrawal I have 99% conquered at this point, by intelligent tapering and unrelentingly, methodically researching and administering "occult-esoteric" OTC substances like Phenibut, I have been taking, encapsulated, 500-2000 milligrams of Phenibut per day. During these several weeks I have observed an ever-so-infinitesimally slight chemical tolerance or weakening of my responsiveness to the drug. To ask the average (American) M.D. or psychiatrist, "What is the therapeutic dose range for phenylated gamma-aminobutyric acid?" would produce nothing but utter bewilderment and possibly suspicions of substance-abuse. I don't even bother.
I am assuming there is less "parochialism" of psychoactive knowledge on bluelight.
Since Phenibut--and Picamilon--were both developed by the Soviets in the 70's or earlier for their cosmonauts (neat fact), the scientific-caliber research and knowledge I imagine is in Russian and I have honestly not been able to find much in the Anglo-sphere, let alone important little details like what is the scientifically and morally responsible/sane therapeutic dose range for extreme anxiety neuroses.
Are there any "liberally-educated" members here carrying pertinent knowledge as to my inquiry...? Thank you sincerely in advance...
For example, absolutely nothing but Phenibut has been able to so soothingly regulate the tachycardia and occasional semi-tachyarrhythmia I was dealing with... Phenibut is a powerful antiarrhythmogenic, angioprotective, of prescription pharmaceutical-level helpfulness, I can speculate confidently, in addition to its many other protective functions... I am surprised some sleazy transnational pharmaceutical company has not tried to convince the FDA to ban it, in order to monopolize the profit from its use by consumers...
Dear Moderators: I am a socially doltish newbie here, and I am not sure if my thread should be in this forum, or the "Other Drugs" or "Advanced Drug Discussion" forums. Re-position at will. Apologies if so.
WebMD: "At this time there is not enough scientific information to determine an appropriate range of doses for phenibut" etc...
That must be crap. The Soviets simply doped up their astronauts on this stuff without having any responsible medical knowledge of its properties and (non-recreational) range values? I fail to believe that... The information must be somewhere...
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