The Wrong Side of Sanity

[BrokedownPalace]

The thick black fog is closing in on me
swallowing my sould until I cannot see
it's got me surrounded and i'm no longer free
sitting there, dreaming, of someone i'll never be.
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My entire life, i've been dealt a bad hand
the hourglass is ticking, with every grain of sand
my world keeps on spinning, I wish I could land
while detached from reality, life almost seems grand.
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The band is playing, that all familiar tune
they reach the last verse, it'll be over soon
the end finally comes, at a quarter til noon
left there alone, looking up at the moon.
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I miss my baby, since she went away
part of me's now missing, I wish she could stay
I'd give more than anything, to kiss her today
maybe I can see her, before New Year's day.
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The snow keeps my footprints, etched into the ground
the night is so quiet, there is not any sound
I fall thru the ice, and slowly I drowned
Nobody will know, and I'll never be found.

 

[herbavore]

that was written from the depths of pure pain. I am so sorry. I hope that words can help--they often do, surprisingly. They can't do a damn thing about circumstances but for me they are often a lifeline. healing, hopeful thoughts from me.