DiGiTaL xTC
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hi guys..
im in the south of france now and i dont have much to do, so i wrote this report about my latest 2ct7 trip... im posting this here so more people can read it, mods move it if u want..
last friday evening, the day before i was leaving for vacation in europe,
my friend, david, and i were smoking up as we usually do every friday evening..
it was my last night in thailand for 2 weeks so i wanted to make it special.
i told my friend about 2ct7 and he was very interested to try it, so we
made an appointment to trip at 7pm because he had to go home first. david
went back home and had a fight with his step dad, he had been having trouble
with his stepdad during the last week and went to stay with his grandma.
he came back to my house at 9pm and looked like shit, he had just smoked some meth.
he seemed a bit paranoid so we toked up and talked about his family problems for
a while. we didnt want to be alone when we tripped so we invited 2 more friends over,
nook and kob. they were tweakers and werent interested in tripping, so it was just david
and i who were going to embark on the most mind-blowing experience we have ever had.
i explained david about all the possible negative effects and i told him about the
recent 2ct7 deaths as well, which not suprisignly, seemed to scare him a bit.
we smoked some more bowls to put us in the right mind state and i eyeballed two doses.
ok, i know it was a stupid thing to do, but i always get the dose right.
i prepared what i thought were 4 5mg bumps. we were gonna snort one bump each, and bump
another 5mg each if needed. i was kind of worried about the negative side effects so
david and i both took 1mg ativan and we suprisignly we both felt the sedating effects
of the ativan 5 minutes later. david had never snorted anything so i showed him first,
i snorted the bump of 2ct7 and he did right after me. we took two buckets for the nausea
and went downstairs to wait for the effects. i could feel minimal effects 5 minutes later
but david didnt feel anything except some nausea. he threw up alittle bit but it didnt
seem to bad. after 15 minutes he became very quiet, so i asked him whats up but he
didnt respond, so i asked him again and said he was scared and very paranoid.
i told him to chill and gave him 2mg of ativan which i thought would take care of the
paranoia. contrary to what i expected would happen, it got worse, he was very
paranoid and scared, he was talking of devils and spirits, just like that kid who died
from t7 did before he died. i gave him 30mg(!!!!) of dormicum(midazolam or "versed")
with intentions that he would just pass out and wake up fine. at the time i was tripping
quite hard myself, which was odd since i had only took 5mg. after 15 minutes he seemed to
be quite distrubed, he was only a little sleepy so i gave him 6mg of ativan. in total
he had ingested 9mg of ativan + 30mg of dormicum, he should have passed out a long time
ago. i was tripping a little to hard and the paranoid feeling were starting to kick in
so i ate another 2mg of ativan which made me feel normal again. david was still very
disturbed, he was walking like a puppet on strings(i forget what u call them), the
only word that clearly described his behavior is "possesed". he would pass out one
moment and get up 1 minute later. he was stuck in a loop. he would do the same thing
over and over again. he was very scared, i told him to go to sleep and everything
would be fine when he woke up. so he went to lie down on my bed but he would wake up
and be haunted by evil spirits, the devil's laughter and his stepdad. i can only
imagine what he was visualising but it must have been horific.
we were both sitting on the floor and then blood started raining down.
it was raining blood everywhere, blood was flowing out of every pore on our skin.
i didnt tell david about it because he was already so traumatized.
i told him to sleep, and i was getting pissed off that he would get up every two seconds
stuck in the loop. so i told him my fist would crack his jaw open if he got up again.
60 seconds later, he was up again. so i asked him "do i have to punch you? do you really
want my fist to crack your head open?" he said "ok. do it" but i didnt have the heart.
but after the tenth time of david g i was really pissed off. he got back up again and i asked him the same
qustion, he said ok so i punched him very strongly on his face, he spinned 3 times, yes 3 times,
just like like in "back to the future", fell down and passed out.
he got back up the next minute and asked me why i punched him. i explained it to him
and he understood. he asked me if i hated him and i told him "no, i love u bro, youre my friend"
we hugged each other and we both felt much better. although we only knew each other a few
months we felt much closer to each other than ever. not like the mdma-induced empathy, but
it was a real empathy.
after the punch things started to get better...
i was having the best time ever! the visuals were mind-blowing, i was having a mental
orgasm. fortunately after 30 minutes, 1:30 hours into the trip, things started to calm
down for david. he was finally having a good time! i was very suprised about how
he managed to stay awake. the visuals were like nothing i have ever seen before..
david's face was constantly morphing, bumps and waves were passing through his face.
we went to chill downstairs and watch the spectacle. the aging lines on the wood of the
parquet would swirl around and come out of the floor creating a psychadelic smoke that
hovered over the floor. after turning on the blacklight we got the most amazing visuals
shades of color would pass over our visual field. david's face would turn from orange,
yellow, pink, red, green and blue... "FUCKING AMAZING". david was having a really good
time so that made me happy as well. we went back upstairs were it was more dark and
things started to get weird. the skin on david's face would turn into snake skin and
then morph into leopard skin. david was starting to see evil stuff as well.
the stuff i saw might have been evil but it didnt really disturb me. then we walked out
to the balcony, i saw the most horrific visual ever. david was sitting on a chair and i
was standing up, it was very dark outside, i could see evil spirits flying around us
then a spirit flew into david, oh my fucking god, he, as in his whole body, morphed into
the most horrific creature, a huge animal with arms and legs, his face was half
warewolf half boar. there was no way to tell it was david. it was a monster.
damn, now that i think of this, he looked just like those weird creatures in
"fear and loathing in las vegas", i never thought it as possible to see anything like
that on psychadelics, i thought it was just bullshit when i watched the movie.
a minute or two later, after i managed to convince myself that i was just tripping he
turned back to normal. i didnt tell him about his morphing and the evil spirit entering
his body because i know it would have freaked him out. we went back inside and into
my bedroom. unlike the rest of the upstairs area and the balcony, my bedroom had a very good vibe to it.
the curtains in my room would wave around and change shades of colors. we were in heaven.
although there was no music in the house i started liquid dancing. it was as if my
hands could move over over an invisible grid. have u ever seen the "snap on grip" option
in adobe photoshop? it was something like that, except the grid was 3-dimensional and
the grid was by the millimeter. i told david about it and he could do the same.
we could move our bodies along the grid in perfect harmony. no it was not a
hallucination, it was real, we could really move our bodies along this grid.
a non-tripping friend witnessed the incident.
i told david that we had "god-like powers" and he was immediately convinced we were gods.
i told david to hold my hand close his eyes and tell me what he felt. he held my hand and
closed his eyes and his face was full of saddness and sorrow he looked like he was expericing
extreme saddness and anger. he opened his eyes and told me he felt "anger". i told him he was
right. anger is the emotion i feel every day. im always full of anger. then i held his hand and tried
to feel his emotions, i felt saddness and betrayal, he was abused as a child. i was also right.
he held my hand again and saw some dark scenes of my childhood.
we felt very close to each other, like we really understood each other.
then david started to go a bit crazy. he was getting delusional. he thought we were gods.
we were here to save the world. he thought we could change things with our thoughts.
he started moving his fingers about to stir some changes and he really thought it was working.
it was already morning and i had to go buy airplane ticket. i didnt want to take my sport bike
to the airport because i was still tripping and was scared i might have an accident so
i took david's scooter and he sat on the back. i drove into the highway but i miscalculated
the turn and we crashed on the side on the road. nothing bad though, i just scraped my knee.
i stopped at the airport and told david to wait outside with the scooter while i went to
buy the ticket. but when i came back david was nowhere to be found. no scooter, no david.
i went back home with a taxi and quickly packed my bags. when i got back to the airport
i asked the security there if they had seen a kid with a balck scooter and they did.
they told me they saw david moving his fingers, he was probably trying to use his "magical powers",
and he left after that. i haven't seen david since because i left to paris. hopefully
nothing bad happened to him, i wont find out til i get back though.
im in the south of france now and i dont have much to do, so i wrote this report about my latest 2ct7 trip... im posting this here so more people can read it, mods move it if u want..
last friday evening, the day before i was leaving for vacation in europe,
my friend, david, and i were smoking up as we usually do every friday evening..
it was my last night in thailand for 2 weeks so i wanted to make it special.
i told my friend about 2ct7 and he was very interested to try it, so we
made an appointment to trip at 7pm because he had to go home first. david
went back home and had a fight with his step dad, he had been having trouble
with his stepdad during the last week and went to stay with his grandma.
he came back to my house at 9pm and looked like shit, he had just smoked some meth.
he seemed a bit paranoid so we toked up and talked about his family problems for
a while. we didnt want to be alone when we tripped so we invited 2 more friends over,
nook and kob. they were tweakers and werent interested in tripping, so it was just david
and i who were going to embark on the most mind-blowing experience we have ever had.
i explained david about all the possible negative effects and i told him about the
recent 2ct7 deaths as well, which not suprisignly, seemed to scare him a bit.
we smoked some more bowls to put us in the right mind state and i eyeballed two doses.
ok, i know it was a stupid thing to do, but i always get the dose right.
i prepared what i thought were 4 5mg bumps. we were gonna snort one bump each, and bump
another 5mg each if needed. i was kind of worried about the negative side effects so
david and i both took 1mg ativan and we suprisignly we both felt the sedating effects
of the ativan 5 minutes later. david had never snorted anything so i showed him first,
i snorted the bump of 2ct7 and he did right after me. we took two buckets for the nausea
and went downstairs to wait for the effects. i could feel minimal effects 5 minutes later
but david didnt feel anything except some nausea. he threw up alittle bit but it didnt
seem to bad. after 15 minutes he became very quiet, so i asked him whats up but he
didnt respond, so i asked him again and said he was scared and very paranoid.
i told him to chill and gave him 2mg of ativan which i thought would take care of the
paranoia. contrary to what i expected would happen, it got worse, he was very
paranoid and scared, he was talking of devils and spirits, just like that kid who died
from t7 did before he died. i gave him 30mg(!!!!) of dormicum(midazolam or "versed")
with intentions that he would just pass out and wake up fine. at the time i was tripping
quite hard myself, which was odd since i had only took 5mg. after 15 minutes he seemed to
be quite distrubed, he was only a little sleepy so i gave him 6mg of ativan. in total
he had ingested 9mg of ativan + 30mg of dormicum, he should have passed out a long time
ago. i was tripping a little to hard and the paranoid feeling were starting to kick in
so i ate another 2mg of ativan which made me feel normal again. david was still very
disturbed, he was walking like a puppet on strings(i forget what u call them), the
only word that clearly described his behavior is "possesed". he would pass out one
moment and get up 1 minute later. he was stuck in a loop. he would do the same thing
over and over again. he was very scared, i told him to go to sleep and everything
would be fine when he woke up. so he went to lie down on my bed but he would wake up
and be haunted by evil spirits, the devil's laughter and his stepdad. i can only
imagine what he was visualising but it must have been horific.
we were both sitting on the floor and then blood started raining down.
it was raining blood everywhere, blood was flowing out of every pore on our skin.
i didnt tell david about it because he was already so traumatized.
i told him to sleep, and i was getting pissed off that he would get up every two seconds
stuck in the loop. so i told him my fist would crack his jaw open if he got up again.
60 seconds later, he was up again. so i asked him "do i have to punch you? do you really
want my fist to crack your head open?" he said "ok. do it" but i didnt have the heart.
but after the tenth time of david g i was really pissed off. he got back up again and i asked him the same
qustion, he said ok so i punched him very strongly on his face, he spinned 3 times, yes 3 times,
just like like in "back to the future", fell down and passed out.
he got back up the next minute and asked me why i punched him. i explained it to him
and he understood. he asked me if i hated him and i told him "no, i love u bro, youre my friend"
we hugged each other and we both felt much better. although we only knew each other a few
months we felt much closer to each other than ever. not like the mdma-induced empathy, but
it was a real empathy.
after the punch things started to get better...
i was having the best time ever! the visuals were mind-blowing, i was having a mental
orgasm. fortunately after 30 minutes, 1:30 hours into the trip, things started to calm
down for david. he was finally having a good time! i was very suprised about how
he managed to stay awake. the visuals were like nothing i have ever seen before..
david's face was constantly morphing, bumps and waves were passing through his face.
we went to chill downstairs and watch the spectacle. the aging lines on the wood of the
parquet would swirl around and come out of the floor creating a psychadelic smoke that
hovered over the floor. after turning on the blacklight we got the most amazing visuals
shades of color would pass over our visual field. david's face would turn from orange,
yellow, pink, red, green and blue... "FUCKING AMAZING". david was having a really good
time so that made me happy as well. we went back upstairs were it was more dark and
things started to get weird. the skin on david's face would turn into snake skin and
then morph into leopard skin. david was starting to see evil stuff as well.
the stuff i saw might have been evil but it didnt really disturb me. then we walked out
to the balcony, i saw the most horrific visual ever. david was sitting on a chair and i
was standing up, it was very dark outside, i could see evil spirits flying around us
then a spirit flew into david, oh my fucking god, he, as in his whole body, morphed into
the most horrific creature, a huge animal with arms and legs, his face was half
warewolf half boar. there was no way to tell it was david. it was a monster.
damn, now that i think of this, he looked just like those weird creatures in
"fear and loathing in las vegas", i never thought it as possible to see anything like
that on psychadelics, i thought it was just bullshit when i watched the movie.
a minute or two later, after i managed to convince myself that i was just tripping he
turned back to normal. i didnt tell him about his morphing and the evil spirit entering
his body because i know it would have freaked him out. we went back inside and into
my bedroom. unlike the rest of the upstairs area and the balcony, my bedroom had a very good vibe to it.
the curtains in my room would wave around and change shades of colors. we were in heaven.
although there was no music in the house i started liquid dancing. it was as if my
hands could move over over an invisible grid. have u ever seen the "snap on grip" option
in adobe photoshop? it was something like that, except the grid was 3-dimensional and
the grid was by the millimeter. i told david about it and he could do the same.
we could move our bodies along the grid in perfect harmony. no it was not a
hallucination, it was real, we could really move our bodies along this grid.
a non-tripping friend witnessed the incident.
i told david that we had "god-like powers" and he was immediately convinced we were gods.
i told david to hold my hand close his eyes and tell me what he felt. he held my hand and
closed his eyes and his face was full of saddness and sorrow he looked like he was expericing
extreme saddness and anger. he opened his eyes and told me he felt "anger". i told him he was
right. anger is the emotion i feel every day. im always full of anger. then i held his hand and tried
to feel his emotions, i felt saddness and betrayal, he was abused as a child. i was also right.
he held my hand again and saw some dark scenes of my childhood.
we felt very close to each other, like we really understood each other.
then david started to go a bit crazy. he was getting delusional. he thought we were gods.
we were here to save the world. he thought we could change things with our thoughts.
he started moving his fingers about to stir some changes and he really thought it was working.
it was already morning and i had to go buy airplane ticket. i didnt want to take my sport bike
to the airport because i was still tripping and was scared i might have an accident so
i took david's scooter and he sat on the back. i drove into the highway but i miscalculated
the turn and we crashed on the side on the road. nothing bad though, i just scraped my knee.
i stopped at the airport and told david to wait outside with the scooter while i went to
buy the ticket. but when i came back david was nowhere to be found. no scooter, no david.
i went back home with a taxi and quickly packed my bags. when i got back to the airport
i asked the security there if they had seen a kid with a balck scooter and they did.
they told me they saw david moving his fingers, he was probably trying to use his "magical powers",
and he left after that. i haven't seen david since because i left to paris. hopefully
nothing bad happened to him, i wont find out til i get back though.
