Trigger Warning "The voices in my head" (A short story) - TW for SA, thread closed

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1josephjohn

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I have a family full of criminals and crooked cops. My brother is a convicted registered level 3 sex offender. He spends time with his 15 year old daughter unsupervised. I seen them both cuddled up om my couch. When I came around the corner his daughter flinched. It was like she didnt want me to see them cuddled up on the couch. I worry that he is abusing her like how he sexually abused his step daughter when she was 11 years old. She is her half siister. I don't know who to go to about this because I have crooked cops in my family who help my brother when he gets into trouble. My brother's wife allows him to spend time with his daughter unsupervised. My step brother in law who is a detective was my brother's character witness. My father allows my brother to spend time with his daughter unsupervised. I am the only one is is worried about my niece's safety. I feel out numbered. I can't go to my uncle who is a retired narcotics detective because he is crooked. He had an illegal $10,000 side deal with my father when we bought our condo from my uncle. My uncle worked for a convicted Police Chief. I remember the Police Chief telling my father the whole precinct was guilty but only he was going to take the fall because they didn't want another police scandal in the news. I don't know how to help my niece. I think my brother is abusing her like how he abused his step daughter.
There's more. My cousin who is the son of that same uncle I just mentioned was robbing gas stations when he was a teenager. Our cop family members pulled up to the robbery. My cousin tried to run them over so they shot him. When our family members realized it was my cousin they stopped shooting but it was too late. My cousin never did time in jail for that. The judge said it was time served because his own cop family members shot him. See the crookedness?
My mother had her license taken away from her back in the 1980's. Back then you really had to do something bad to have your license taken away. I am guessing it was really bad and our cop family members helped her and only had her license taken away for life but without jail or prison time. My mother would always bring up in a conversation about how her brother raped her. I was just a little kid hearing this. My mother left my father my 2 brothers and I when I was just 2 years old. She really left my father because of how difficult he is. We were just collateral damage. My mother admits to being a alcoholic and cocaine addict. My father is too but he denies it. I drug tested my father and seen the result and heard him pee in the toilet to try and cheat the drug test. But the cocaine traces still showed up in the drug test. I then told him I wanted to go through his stuff to see what else he was using. Only then he admitted to having 2 nip bottles. He claimed to be clean and sober but had these 2 nips in his room. He claimed the nips were souvenirs. He lies a lot. My other brother died while trying to drive himself to the hospital while having a heart attack due to cocaine use. I'm glad that he is dead. He is 1 less family member that lies to me.
Both of my brother's taught me how to deal weed when I was a teenager. They also got the weed for me. Today I really am clean and sober unlike my lying father.
I don't talk to any of my family members. I am embarrassed to be apart of this family.
I don't have any friends at all because all I see are people's faults. And a lot of people make the same mistakes over and over.
I think I am autistic.
 
Just so you know, drug tests routinely test positive for bread crumbs. This is still an extremely depressing story and my heart goes out to you.
 
Hey man, this issue involving child abuse is a bit beyond us, and typically we don't engage with this topic due to some users having a history of sexual abuse and the triggering nature of the content. As such I will have to close the thread, but I definitely suggest you speak to the authorities if a child is being abused, it doesn't matter who it is, and I'm sorry you're going through this. I hope you find the help you need.
 
Errr, I see you said it's a short story. Whether fact or fiction, Either way, point stands, we aren't able to tackle this topic here due to it's traumatic nature, and I apologize but yeah I have to close the thread.
 
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