the unexspected visit

[LILJo]

just another blind eye
i turned on the light for that 3 seconds and saw what i needed
two bodies
not mine

two tears
but inside

the pang of reality sinking deep
i said, oh
closing the door
i dont want to see

two tears
but inside

it wasnt love
it wasnt even close to it
my shattered pride
no tears

two tears
but inside

it was more of a shock
but not a surprised
i knew
i always knew

two tears
but inside

 

[mr_fluffy]

the pang of reality sinking deep
i said, oh
closing the door
i dont want to see

.............................................................

it was more of a shock
but not a surprised
i knew
i always knew

**huuuuuuuuuugs**

what i hate the most is when i'm right about the 'wrong' things. i don't want to be right, i don't want to be mistrusting, but too often the li'll voice inside is right, my suspicions are proved true, my already low expectations of others are dashed.

i fucking hate that. what i like though, is that same intuition is usually right about many good things as well. a two-edged sword .