LucidSDreamr
Bluelighter
I was prescribed duloxetine for chronic pain with the goal of getting off opioids and having the duloxetine lower the pain.I have never heard that term before. I have been taking duloxetine (cymbalta) an snri for about 7 years now. I take it for fibromyalgia. But it also helps with my depression, anxiety and pain. The first time I missed a few doses, I thought the world was coming to an end. I had that feeling in the pit of my stomach that something really bad was going to happen. I didn't realize at the time it was because I'd missed those few days of meds. Now if I miss a few doses it doesn't bother me like that anymore. I only take 60mg daily. I have tried to taper myself off, 20 mg at a time because I do not want to be on this forever. I couldn't do it. The side effects of not having that full 60 mg were awful. I've started with the brain zaps in the past year.
I currently have been out of meds for almost a week. I'm staying with a friend in the middle of nowhere and I do not have transportation. So it's been sitting at the pharmacy, waiting for me to get it. I feel like I'm spiralling right now. I am super emotional, I feel like I'm going to explode in anger and I'm someone who does not get angry very often. I'm really indecisive. I've been apologizing to everyone because I say something, then 5 minutes later change my mind. I feel like I've had a constant brain zap going on all day. Suicidal thoughts have returned. I was just hospitalized in May. I've been really good since I got out but now it's returned. The funny thing is, I've never had suicidal thoughts before. And I'm 48. They've only come on with this med. I hate it.
When I first started taking it, I thought it was great. It made me feel like an antidepressant is supposed to make you feel. It took away my fibromyalgia pain, which for me felt like getting hit by a truck and I'd be bedridden for days. I also couldn't stand light touches anywhere on my shoulders or back. My hips and thighs were the worst though. I guess back then the benefits were awesome. I was not aware of the negatives. No one ever told me it was very hard to come off of. I figured it out by reading forums.
I'm another one who will probably be on this for the rest of my life. That's a depressing thought.
It did absolutely nothing for my pain or need for less narcotics to deal with pain