Djjapp777
Bluelighter
To sounds of Terra Ferma..
make it translucent for me...
have to keep on... have to stay real...
I've done wrong..
forgiven but no forgotten...
a temporary shelter from the rain...
my leaky roof that makes me shiver
the drought that slowly drowns me...
gushing... for a girl...
I enjoyed it... I'll come clean..
come real..
and I thought I was enough of a bastard...
to keep from being torn...
but she was more heartless than I was...
because the only bit of heart she has...
only permits her to lie, cry, die, sigh...
and keep on... keep on...
And just the other night... I gave a piece..
of my heart to her... for being there once...
She is heartless, evil, drenched in red...
but she had fulfilled my day...
So I thank her.. for making just one of my
many painful days a day where my feet never touched the ground.
And to him... I'm sorry... Him the Heart..
Him... I ruined Him's first fake love...
the fake love for the undeservingly unloved...
the unloved that I loved for that single day...
for keeping me away from everyday...
Keep on... Keep on...
Him knows, She is gone, I am still here...
Everyday.. everyday..
Eyes see me with a marker on my chest...
outlined in scarlet.. filled with treachery..
I am the robber, divorcer of devotion...
breaker of bonds.. lover of lust....
disdained.. thrown off my high horse...
speaking through the mud...
Its not a matter of standing up again..
to be put in full view of the eyes that don't trust..
Its a matter of how long you can breathe...
face in soil...
until it buries you alive...
Real... I am real.. genuine..
The tale proves it..
Real...
Really depressed...
Fuck the shack shelter haven shell
Knock down the walls and take the onslaught
Rain spikes into my back...
Soil eating me up to my knees...
Lightning striking at my ankles...
Thunder laughing in turn...
Everyday... everyday... keep on...
make it translucent for me...
have to keep on... have to stay real...
I've done wrong..
forgiven but no forgotten...
a temporary shelter from the rain...
my leaky roof that makes me shiver
the drought that slowly drowns me...
gushing... for a girl...
I enjoyed it... I'll come clean..
come real..
and I thought I was enough of a bastard...
to keep from being torn...
but she was more heartless than I was...
because the only bit of heart she has...
only permits her to lie, cry, die, sigh...
and keep on... keep on...
And just the other night... I gave a piece..
of my heart to her... for being there once...
She is heartless, evil, drenched in red...
but she had fulfilled my day...
So I thank her.. for making just one of my
many painful days a day where my feet never touched the ground.
And to him... I'm sorry... Him the Heart..
Him... I ruined Him's first fake love...
the fake love for the undeservingly unloved...
the unloved that I loved for that single day...
for keeping me away from everyday...
Keep on... Keep on...
Him knows, She is gone, I am still here...
Everyday.. everyday..
Eyes see me with a marker on my chest...
outlined in scarlet.. filled with treachery..
I am the robber, divorcer of devotion...
breaker of bonds.. lover of lust....
disdained.. thrown off my high horse...
speaking through the mud...
Its not a matter of standing up again..
to be put in full view of the eyes that don't trust..
Its a matter of how long you can breathe...
face in soil...
until it buries you alive...
Real... I am real.. genuine..
The tale proves it..
Real...
Really depressed...
Fuck the shack shelter haven shell
Knock down the walls and take the onslaught
Rain spikes into my back...
Soil eating me up to my knees...
Lightning striking at my ankles...
Thunder laughing in turn...
Everyday... everyday... keep on...
