the struggle

[infantannihilator]

i should make food n keep drinking

but 50% of my soul is holdung me back

ill call my dude and spend 30-60mins sterilizing shjit n getting ready so as soon as i grab ill be able to have it in me asap
ill get the syringes prefilled with water n warmed so they flow easier
ill have the ski rdy with glossy paper weighing "cup' so nothing sticks and is lost
ill preroll cottons
have papertowels rdy for post injection application
hell show up
4hrs gone
120$ gone

hungover
dont go work
feel like shit
want to die

fuck

 

[Phil.McKeer]

Ya man it really sucks when shit gets deep and out of control.

But I'll tell you this - the people who are most successful at quitting are the ones that deep down WANT to. It sounds like you're almost there or there already.

If you decide to w/d, you'll get plenty of support here.

 

[Znegative]

it's all about the struggle bro,
but I feel you

 

[weekend addiction]

Going through the same shit. Alcohol is my problem these days. Its ruining my life. Other drugs play a small part but mainly I use them for alcohol cravings. Its time for a detox! Can't take this shit no more I'm just afraid of the w\d's but the w\d's are better than living the rest of my life like this.