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[deficiT]

Where's all my stimulant users at? My neighbor just popped out into the hall and asked if I wanted to hit a bowl. We ended up getting real high and hanging out for a minute.

Who's high? Woo woo!

Well, can't claim to be high, but I popped my daily 60mg Vyvanse, plus drank two monsters, trying to do all this gardening work.

Sweating my ass off, but I'm zingin a bit

 

[simstim]

Well, can't claim to be high, but I popped my daily 60mg Vyvanse, plus drank two monsters, trying to do all this gardening work.

Sweating my ass off, but I'm zingin a bit

Man, I used to be prescribed 1x 70mg Vyvanse and 1x 20mg Adderall instant release per day and that was the shit!!

Throw in a pot of coffee and I never craved for stimulants and I felt a lot better too.

I rarely use stimulants these days. Every now and then my neighbors will need bus fare or something and they will get me high for it.

 

[simstim]

I'm thinking about grabbing some isopropylphenidate for productivity purposes. I think it sounds more like methylphenidate than 4F-MPH or 4-methyl-MPH.

Does anyone here have experience with both 4x-MPH and isopropylphenidate that can compare them?

I really miss ethylphenidate... Does anyone have any other recommendations for functional stims that have a good presence and push to them but not jittery?

 

[JTemperance]

I really miss ethylphenidate... Does anyone have any other recommendations for functional stims that have a good presence and push to them but not jittery?

I liked ethylphenidate, too. Another good one was 2-FA – it was even more "functional" than ethylphenidate IMHO – but I doubt it's still around.

Honestly, though, I find it hard to beat good old crystal meth for "presence & push" with hardly any jitters – the only big negative is the crazy duration. But in terms of a manageable, "functional" stim, I find it hard to beat good old dexamphetamine (including Vyvanse/Elvanse & Adderall).

I took 40mg of low-dose oral meth (!!) this morning around 8:30... now it's nearly 7:00pm Pacific Daylight Time and I'm still rounding the corners with plenty of pep in my step.

 

[simstim]

I ordered the isopropylphenidate. I will let you all know what it's like. Got more goodies on the way.

 

[Atomic_Decay]

Honestly, though, I find it hard to beat good old crystal meth for "presence & push" with hardly any jitters – the only big negative is the crazy duration. But in terms of a manageable, "functional" stim, I find it hard to beat good old dexamphetamine (including Vyvanse/Elvanse & Adderall).

I took 40mg of low-dose oral meth (!!) this morning around 8:30... now it's nearly 7:00pm Pacific Daylight Time and I'm still rounding the corners with plenty of pep in my step.

I absolutely love meth, no lie, but I find it very ‘non-functional’. Almost chalk and cheese in comparison with dexamfetamine for example.

I notice for some people, myself included, it is possible to be reasonably socially functional on meth for long periods so long as they get at least a few hours sleep every 48 hours or so. But functionality in any intellectual type activity or as a ‘knowledge worker’ declines at a much more rapid rate than social functionality.

And there is no overstating the chance of getting sidetracked by petty obsessions and never-even-imagined levels of horniness that impacts functionality a fair bit.

In the past I’ve spent long periods in the company of hard-core smokers with more physical type jobs smoking fairly constantly 4 or 5 days out of every seven and never saw any kind of anti-social behaviour, emotional disturbances, or major crazyness. All in all a very enjoyable and pleasant time actually.

But I’ve also seen previously normal people punch out their girlfriends at a party after huffing a point or two for the first time.

 

[Joey]

I absolutely love meth, no lie, but I find it very ‘non-functional’. Almost chalk and cheese in comparison with dexamfetamine for example.

I notice for some people, myself included, it is possible to be reasonably socially functional on meth for long periods so long as they get at least a few hours sleep every 48 hours or so. But functionality in any intellectual type activity or as a ‘knowledge worker’ declines at a much more rapid rate than social functionality.

And there is no overstating the chance of getting sidetracked by petty obsessions and never-even-imagined levels of horniness that impacts functionality a fair bit.

In the past I’ve spent long periods in the company of hard-core smokers with more physical type jobs smoking fairly constantly 4 or 5 days out of every seven and never saw any kind of anti-social behaviour, emotional disturbances, or major crazyness. All in all a very enjoyable and pleasant time actually.

But I’ve also seen previously normal people punch out their girlfriends at a party after huffing a point or two for the first time.

Meth is the most functional, dysfunctional drug we could possibly have running our lives, I love it too, in many respects. I also absolutely loathe the damage it's caused to my psyche, and the acceleration of my cognitive peak and decline all at once. It's how I manage to get a lot of things done. It's absolutely my muse in so many ways, in some of the things that I do that are good.

It's also caused a lot of psychotic symptoms and permanent trauma from the experience of these psychoses alone. It's placed me soially and romantically or sexually in places where I've gone on to get taken advantage of, hurt, damaged in some really insidious and horrible ways. It's the very drug which my mother was into, dating a dealer in the mid 90s who seriously abused me. I wonder now typing this, how much that scenario would have been possible if the "grit" as it was called back then wasn't involved.

That man went to jail for raping my mother. He eventually got out, and immediately raped several family members I've been told. Back in prison for life. We both deal with the consequences of her relationship with him to this day. Severely.

Meth has put me in some places that are horrible. It's also lit my life up in ways where although I know I am a mess - I am a good person. Good enough that I am told so, and I have friends all over the world now who I love and appreciate deeply. That's also Bluelight though. If I was just running around like most of the people who are using meth out here in my locality and just in the "scene" the whole time? I'd probably be dead. If not, I certainly would not have gained the education and skillset I've gained in my time here with you guys.

I'm extremely depressed these days. I'm very appreciative for what I have. I'm aghast at what my life's been reduced to in what I've lost. I'm crying every night. Telling spectres of those who aren't in my life anymore "I love you.."

I'm trying to find ways to cope and move on. I have some really cool things still. I'm extremely proud of my work and it's chugging along. Slowly but surely. Someday I'll bounce back.

I've had another flare of my Behcet's Disease recently too. That's really terrifying, Honestly. The last couple years since COVID, since my disease started, since my drug use escalated so badly, since my health has declined, since I've experienced literally the greatest peaks of my life - just to lose them. I'm terrified. I'm really scared of everything that's going on and I don't know if I'm gonna make it..

 

[Joey]

 

[VerbalTruist]

I love amphetamines and some of the analogues out there and from the past? Sure. When I was prescribed desoxyn (a few years back) it was all right, but I definitely preferred Adderall in every way. Even pharmaceutical methamphetamine felt dirty. Like the push was WAY TOO HARD. Like MDMA but with out the mind blowing euphoria.

 

[JTemperance]

I love amphetamines and some of the analogues out there and from the past? Sure. When I was prescribed desoxyn (a few years back) it was all right, but I definitely preferred Adderall in every way. Even pharmaceutical methamphetamine felt dirty. Like the push was WAY TOO HARD. Like MDMA but with out the mind blowing euphoria.

I have almost the opposite impression, though my preferences wind up basically the same.

Even in its current P2P-superlab form, methamphetamine feels clean to me – too clean in fact, so that you may not realize how spun you really are until you've lost 10hrs in the blink of any eye, absorbed in mindless repetitive tasks.

Whereas I find dextroamphetamine, Vyvanse/Elvanse, and especially Adderall to have a reassuring dirtiness to them, a heart-pumping jitteriness that not only tells you it's working but can actually motivate you to get up & do things.

 

[JTemperance]

But functionality in any intellectual type activity or as a ‘knowledge worker’ declines at a much more rapid rate than social functionality.

And there is no overstating the chance of getting sidetracked by petty obsessions and never-even-imagined levels of horniness that impacts functionality a fair bit.

Yes, indeed. I have noticed a substantial difference in their respective propensity to sidetrack me into minutiae. The only time meth really improves my "productivity" is when it helps me churn out material & break free of the doldrums in a burst of effort. Otherwise, it tends to leads me further astray into the weeds of nitpicking & overanalyzing, compared to dexamphetamine.

 

[Nas47]

No speed for me.even coffea only in the morning.Downers and painkillers

 

[simstim]

Mmmmm. I just had 120mg of crystal in two lines.

Kapow! Like being punched in the sinuses, lol.

Been smoking weed all day then decided to get out on my motorized bicycle to find some of the above mentioned substance. That was fun. The bike really is a treat to ride and I met a new hookup on the street.

It's really good shit!

 

[simstim]

Where's all my Friday night stimulant users?

I just did 107mg of meth in 2 lines and I'm coming up.

Who's with me?

 

[Atomic_Decay]

I just did 107mg of meth in 2 lines and I'm coming up.

Hah! I assume that’s just your warmup? What’s the main course?

I vaguely remember buying an ounce a week ago maybe and now seem to only possess 2g. There was a lot of late night sharing, some helping out friends with a g or 2 at cost, and a reasonable amount of exchanging grams at market place for the hourly assistance of some specialist consultants in the service industry - but unless I forgot something the numbers suggest I should have stroked out by now.

 

[simstim]

Hah! I assume that’s just your warmup? What’s the main course?

I vaguely remember buying an ounce a week ago maybe and now seem to only possess 2g. There was a lot of late night sharing, some helping out friends with a g or 2 at cost, and a reasonable amount of exchanging grams at market place for the hourly assistance of some specialist consultants in the service industry - but unless I forgot something the numbers suggest I should have stroked out by now.

I try to space my meth use out where I don't have much tolerance. Also, since I am snorting instead of smoking, more of the meth is absorbed vs wasted by being blown out as clouds of vapor.

Snorting meth also lasts longer than smoking (vaping) it.

I had about 270mg to begin with last night and I'll probably use it up today.

I could smoke a gram in a night easily, but I feel like I don't need to if I snort it. 250mg will usually hold me over for a couple of days snorting or eating meth.

That's enough to get high. I would do more but I can't afford to. At least I don't have to pay AUS prices. Some of those guys are like trying to make a single point last a week (100mg), lol.

 

[Atomic_Decay]

That's enough to get high. I would do more but I can't afford to. At least I don't have to pay AUS prices. Some of those guys are like trying to make a single point last a week (100mg), lol.

This is what gets me into trouble. The only way meth in Australia is anywhere near economically justifiable is if you buy by the ounce.

Also, I won’t keep meth in my house anymore so that there is a much clearer boundary between my deviant tweaker identity and my real world upstanding citizen alter ego.

Given that I cannot stop a binge while I possess a bag with something in it, I try to line up a bunch of ways to offload most of the ounce and keep a sensible amount to go insane with for a week or two. I don’t deal at all, but I do let good friends have up to a ball at the same price I paid. Also, many people will happily accept this stuff in lieu of cash given it’s quality and level of difficulty to obtain.

I’m desperate to find someone to offload these last 2 grams to so I can go home and call it quits.

 

[acklac7]

I love amphetamines and some of the analogues out there and from the past? Sure. When I was prescribed desoxyn (a few years back) it was all right, but I definitely preferred Adderall in every way. Even pharmaceutical methamphetamine felt dirty. Like the push was WAY TOO HARD. Like MDMA but with out the mind blowing euphoria.

To each their own. Methamphetamine feels so much "cleaner" than adderall, to me at least. Adderall feels...jittery to me. Same thing with Vyvanse. Meth was the perfect ADHD medicine for me for a while there, not so much anymore. I don't think you're supposed to stay on (prescribed) Meth very long. I think you're supposed to stay on it long enough for it to remodel the brains white matter in a beneficial way, then go off of it and onto something else. All that said, I don't feel the need for it anymore, I'm on adderall and doing just fine. Meth is overkill anymore...

 

[acklac7]

Also, I be posting about my 1-Year anniversary applying to the CIA:

CIA be posting Unicorns for me n Shit:

 

[Conky]

I try to space my meth use out where I don't have much tolerance. Also, since I am snorting instead of smoking, more of the meth is absorbed vs wasted by being blown out as clouds of vapor.

Snorting meth also lasts longer than smoking (vaping) it.

I had about 270mg to begin with last night and I'll probably use it up today.

I could smoke a gram in a night easily, but I feel like I don't need to if I snort it. 250mg will usually hold me over for a couple of days snorting or eating meth.

That's enough to get high. I would do more but I can't afford to. At least I don't have to pay AUS prices. Some of those guys are like trying to make a single point last a week (100mg), lol.

Yeah well inhaled meth enters the brain much more rapidly and is just more fun overall

Trying to space it out and make it last as long as possible seems like more addictive behavior to me