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[acklac7]

I haven't been on this site for about a month now. How is AK still at it in these forms or LOL. Dude don't you get tired of tweaking

Going on three months tweak-free / drug-free my man . My intent is to get hired on at the CIA in an official capacity, and you need to be illicit drug-free for at least a year before you apply, so I've got about 9 months to go. Even then, I really don't care for the stuff anymore to be honest. I have so much "natural energy" due to all the amazing things going on in my life atm I really don't feel the need for Meth. Meth would be overkill. All I want is good old adderall/vyvanse at this point (honestly)

 

[Atomic_Decay]

Going on three months tweak-free my man . My intent is to get hired on at the CIA in an official capacity, and you need to be illicit drug-free for at least a year before you apply, so I've got about 9 months to go. Even then, I really don't care for the stuff anymore to be honest, I have so much "natural energy" due to all the amazing things going on in my life atm I really don't feel the need for Meth. Meth would be overkill. All I want is good old adderall/vyvanse at this point (honestly)

How do they know if you have been drug-free a year? Do you self-report or do they have more advanced drug-testing equipment than regular law enforcement?

1 year free from any drug seems pretty lenient for the CIA. When I joined the Army people were excluded if they admitted to EVER having tried weed. Even a puff at a party as a teenager would get you excluded. Naturally I lied. In responses to almost all questions actually now that I think about it.

 

[acklac7]

Like get this, I log into my Instagram account the other day, right? And apparently I have a new Instagram account, LOL!

Like, uh, I didn't make that account.

"Listentome_acklac7" - I think the CIA wants you to listen_to_me.

So I go to login, right? And it immediately has me change my password. Then I come to find that virtually everyone who has blocked me over the past few years, everybody that I've been trying to get ahold of over the past few years (under numerous different accounts) is now available to message. Interesting.

 

[acklac7]

How do they know if you have been drug-free a year? Do you self-report or do they have more advanced drug-testing equipment than regular law enforcement?

They put you through literally 8 hours of polygraph testing.

1 year free from any drug seems pretty lenient for the CIA. When I joined the Army people were excluded if they admitted to EVER having tried weed. Even a puff at a party as a teenager would get you excluded. Naturally I lied. In responses to almost all questions actually now that I think about it.

That is fairly typical for most Government Agencies, especially Law-Enforcement Agencies. The CIA isn't a Law-Enforcement Agency, though, it's an Intelligence Agency. A lot of very, very intelligent people use drugs (or have used drugs in the past), and the Agency knows this, I mean read Bluelight! They don't want to deter intelligent people, they want to hire-them-on. Plus the Agency has a long, storied history with any number of drugs, right? The CIA is sort of known for it's love-affair with LSD, right? They're not going to discriminate against drug users when they themselves have been pro-drug in the past.

Also, there's a HUGE push for diversity underway at the Agency right now. They're trying super, super hard to hire-on people from all walks of life:

 

[acklac7]

So I called my Ex-Employer the other day, right? because I needed to update my address for my W2's, right?

Here's now the convo went:

Me: "By the way, um what was up with you all paying me again in the first place?"

Ex-Employer: "Uh, we see you left and then came back?"

Me: "Yeah, I didn't come back, that was the CIA. Um, how did you get my direct-deposit information for my new Bank Account?"

Ex-Employer: "Uh, we're looking at the signed voided check from Chase Bank that you provided us right here"

Me: "Oh Jesus-Christ, I don't want to know anymore, can you just send me my W2's? Thanks!"

 

[acklac7]

The creepshow, the creepshow shit, though? Google "acklac7" and see what response comes up first from Bluelight.

Of all my 1,327 posts, of all my tens of thousands of sentences on here over the past 4 years, look what shows up first:

 

[acklac7]

 

[acklac7]

And my License Plates are coming due here soon, what do you all think:

-OR-

 

[acklac7]

Personally, I like "CIA MAN". Besides, I doubt they'll approve "CIAMETH"

 

[acklac7]

You should sleep, along with follow a few rules:

Get a little tweak, get a little exercise, get a little hot-tub relaxation. Relax: Then eat and repeat.

Tweaking and Geeking for days on end outside of those measures? = Neuronal Destruction.

You have to exercise. You have to eat. You have to soak in the hottub. The Hottub everyone, it's like a miracle drug, it's like a miracle cure. Find a Hottub, soak in it for hours on end. It will cure you...

Ok, so perhaps I should start another thread, but this is interesting.

So I've been wearing my fitbit lately, right? Well I'm soaking for like 30 minutes in the hottub the other night and my fitbit goes off!:

And I'm all like "Keep going? What? I'm just chilling in the Hottub?"

And then I remember:

Stimulants - Self Medicating ADHD With Meth

And you're high-tech, huh? I bet... I can't impart your tone, which makes high-stress / high-stakes conversations increasingly difficult without a voice-to-voice communica I don’t get stressed. Stress makes you perspire. And we’ve learned the hard way about what our enemies might be able to...

bluelight.org

Fitbit thinks I'm exercising you all, but I'm not, at least not all the time. Take tonight for example, I exercised for an hour, then soaked in the hottub for another 3, GADZOOKS! LOOK WHAT FITBIT RECORDED!:

I only exercised for about an hour, the rest? That's all me soaking in the hottub! But fitbit is interpreting it as exercise!

So literally here, I've been exercising for four and a half hours today! Look what chronic exercise does to the brain!:

A Scientist Explains How a Hot Bath Delivers Some of The Same Effects as Exercise

I study the effects of exercise on the body.

www.sciencealert.com

Exercise becomes brain: sustained aerobic exercise enhances hippocampal neurogenesis - PMC

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

So you take chronic exercise/simulated exercise (Neurogenesis Agent):

PLUS:

St. Johns Wort (Neurogenesis Agent):

Neuroprotective Activity of Hypericum perforatum and Its Major Components - PMC

Hypericum perforatum is a perennial plant, with worldwide distribution, commonly known as St. John’s wort. It has been used for centuries in traditional medicine for the treatment of several disorders, such as minor burns, anxiety, and mild to ...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

PLUS

Low-Dose Methamphetamine (ENHANCED Neurogenesis Agent):

The neuroprotective potential of low-dose methamphetamine in preclinical models of stroke and traumatic brain injury

Methamphetamine is a psychostimulant that was initially synthesized in 1920. Since then it has been used to treat attention deficit hyperactive disord…

www.sciencedirect.com

AND WHAT DO YOU GET?

YOU GET ZOMG SUPER NEUROGENESIS!

 

[VerbalTruist]

Find any other research that LONG term meth use is good for you. Go out into the void and search for it. I'll wait.

 

[Joey]

I haven't been on this site for about a month now. How is AK still at it in these forms or LOL. Dude don't you get tired of tweaking

Tired?

 

[Joey]

Ok, so perhaps I should start another thread, but this is interesting.

So I've been wearing my fitbit lately, right? Well I'm soaking for like 30 minutes in the hottub the other night and my fitbit goes off!:

And I'm all like "Keep going? What? I'm just chilling in the Hottub?"

And then I remember:

Stimulants - Self Medicating ADHD With Meth

And you're high-tech, huh? I bet... I can't impart your tone, which makes high-stress / high-stakes conversations increasingly difficult without a voice-to-voice communica I don’t get stressed. Stress makes you perspire. And we’ve learned the hard way about what our enemies might be able to...

bluelight.org

Fitbit thinks I'm exercising you all, but I'm not, at least not all the time. Take tonight for example, I exercised for an hour, then soaked in the hottub for another 3, GADZOOKS! LOOK WHAT FITBIT RECORDED!:

I only exercised for about an hour, the rest? That's all me soaking in the hottub! But fitbit is interpreting it as exercise!

So literally here, I've been exercising for four and a half hours today! Look what chronic exercise does to the brain!:

A Scientist Explains How a Hot Bath Delivers Some of The Same Effects as Exercise

I study the effects of exercise on the body.

www.sciencealert.com

Exercise becomes brain: sustained aerobic exercise enhances hippocampal neurogenesis - PMC

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

So you take chronic exercise/simulated exercise (Neurogenesis Agent):

PLUS:

St. Johns Wort (Neurogenesis Agent):

Neuroprotective Activity of Hypericum perforatum and Its Major Components - PMC

Hypericum perforatum is a perennial plant, with worldwide distribution, commonly known as St. John’s wort. It has been used for centuries in traditional medicine for the treatment of several disorders, such as minor burns, anxiety, and mild to ...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

PLUS

Low-Dose Methamphetamine (ENHANCED Neurogenesis Agent):

The neuroprotective potential of low-dose methamphetamine in preclinical models of stroke and traumatic brain injury

Methamphetamine is a psychostimulant that was initially synthesized in 1920. Since then it has been used to treat attention deficit hyperactive disord…

www.sciencedirect.com

AND WHAT DO YOU GET?

You get ZOMG SUPER NEUROGENESIS!

This man loves his meth.

 

[VerbalTruist]

We have a place for these kinds of posts it's called the Stimulant Social Parlor. Go have a look. I'm gonna merge.

 

[VerbalTruist]

This man loves his meth.

Yeah he does, man. Yeah he does...

 

[Joey]

I’m on a substitution with both vyvanse and straight dexamp prescribed to a fairly high level. I’m being monitored in hospital and made sure Im taking ALL my meds to a good level and no possibility of street drugs for the next while at least. I’ve had a heavy script like this for awhile, and it’s an awesome combo - for as long as I am adherent.

I have some trouble keeping up with all the meds I am prescribed, ranging from; amphetamines to opioids, benzodiazepines, mood stabilizers, gabapentinoids, heart meds, and finally antipsychotics. I will only take the last in a pinch as they screw up everything else too much if I take them daily. There are times I wish I had them on hand and taken them though I’ll admit.

This particular mix is all gauged in over several years of problems. It is a great mix, when I am working them correctly. Like, taking as needed and on schedule.

I have a killer script, and technically don’t need street drugs whatsoever. I can ask for almost whatever I want and / or need because my medical team is dialed in. They are great. It took a ton of self advocacy and getting involved to put this part of my life together. While the rest of it has crumbled repeatedly.

I’ve been struggling with addiction, mental illness, and some physical problems for over a decade. It took years to get to this point.

It’s been suggested that I go into some assisted living situation. At least a couple times a week check in in a program where I can have some extra accountability beheld by both myself and some kind of outreach staff. I feel pretty mixed on all of this.

It makes me really sad that I’m at the point, but I’m relieved too. I can still work and go out. I can do whatever in this situation, if I do get into whatever program this is called here. I forget. I hope I get in. It doesn’t have to be permanent afaik if I am accepted from what I know of others who have been in it.

I think it’s a godsend.

I’m stable right now. More than just several days ago… By a long shot, anyway.

I’d like to stay on that level. Life’s fucked for everyone sometimes, but good supports are key. I don’t have those as much as I need on a family or community level, especially as long as Im in this state. I can work to that this way. I hope this, or something else works out. My future is blank right now.

I’m most occupied by just working on myself. Trying to get on with life. Then I am on some of my actual work a bit (I work online / over the phone) while I’m a hospital.

Fuck man..

 

[Electrum1]

Everybody knows that your body just stops burning any calories after you're done exercising.

Still burning calories without exercising? Must be massive brain growth.

 

[Joey]

Everybody knows that your body just stops burning any calories after you're done exercising.

Still burning calories without exercising? Must be massive brain growth.

That’s why lazy people are so fat. All of them. Playing dead except when calories are involved makes you so very morbidly obese and stupid too!!

I’m always running a marathons with an s so it never ends. That’s the only ways to circumvent morbesemesis and struck dumb by a lightning strike anywhere within 5 corn fields wide looooad!

The worst invention ever constructed by all humanity is clearly - the bed.

 

[acklac7]

Find any other research that LONG term meth use is good for you. Go out into the void and search for it. I'll wait.

Long-Term Treatment with Low Doses of Methamphetamine Promotes Neuronal Differentiation and Strengthens Long-Term Potentiation of Glutamatergic Synapses onto Dentate Granule Neurons - PMC

Methamphetamine (METH) is a psychostimulant, affecting hippocampal function with disparate cognitive effects, which depends on the dose and time of administration, ranging from improvement to impairment of memory. Importantly, in the United States, ...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

 

[acklac7]

This man loves his meth.

Not neccesarily.

I don't neccesarily love Meth: I'm facinated by it.

I mean I got caught in in something akin to MKUltra 2.0, only with Meth instead of LSD. I mean my Cousin works with this Dr: