The stable freind

[harraser]

Im the stable freind
The one who will listen
Provide understanding and advice
(Never heeded of course)
Be a shoulder to cry on
Always lending and ear
But never showing my pain
Never needing a shoulder or ear for myself
No, that would destroy the illusion
Of the stable freind
Im the stable freind
The one who watches the cycle repeat
With disturbing regularity
Never uttering a word
At the signs of the flood approaching
Always ready to save you
From drowning in your own tears
Sometimes pulling you out
But more often pushing from below
At least thats how it feels to me
Im the stable freind
Im the stable freind
Surrounded by loved ones
(At least they love you when they need you)
Slowly going insane from the lonliness
Of the voice in the phone
"The person you have called in not answering...."
And forever detatching myself
More and more from the world
After all, if they cant reach me
They cant hurt me
Right.......right?
Yes Im the oh so stable freind.
[ 22 May 2002: Message edited by: harraser ]

 

[Bi KaNd*E* RaVeR]

man.. u took the words right out out my heart.. always the ones who's there.. but when u finally look for someone.. u are alone
**Huuuugggg**

 

[unicorn83]

honey i love you !! i know exactly what you mean, when your th one who's crying people just get this confused look on their face...which tops you from crying infront of people, hence hiding away, and slowly going insane. don't do that it's not a nice place to be you will find someone who will offer you a shoulder to cry on. trust me, you already have mine.

 

[someone]

I know how it feels to be on both sides of the fence... i used to be in your same position but now i feel like im playing both... its tough at times, but hang in there

 

[Creative_Vibes]

WOW.............

 

[Angelight]

i myself have found this to be true of the people i surround myself with. Although looking at everyone...and looking at myself, i sometimes realize maybe i am not so stable. I do a hell of a time portraying it...

Im the stable freind
Surrounded by loved ones
(At least they love you when they need you)
Slowly going insane from the lonliness
Of the voice in the phone
"The person you have called in not answering...."
And forever detatching myself
More and more from the world
After all, if they cant reach me
They cant hurt me
Right.......right?
Yes Im the oh so stable freind.
^^^^ and well this little bit says it all. I want you to know...that if u ever need someone else stable...hell or even not so stable, you can always find a friend in me Your writing rocks my world.
love,
ange