Yeah, that's where the toss up is. The short half life is good to come down quicker and eat and sleep, but the redosing gets fucking old, epecially if you're somewhere with people who don't know you're on drugs. And for me anyway, with longer half life stimulants the come down is much smoother. and I can ride it out basically just gradually becoming less high. Whereas with coke as soon as the comedown hits it's instant depression and anxiety and whatnot to the point that there's no way I'm doing it without alcohol, benzos or seroquel to come down. Fucking seroquel though, it works amazingly to kill the comedown and knock me out, but I have to wait at least 24 hours before I do coke agian or it blocks the high and it's just going to waste. If only the coke wasn't so damn expensive and if only it wasn't cut with bullshit like levamisole and other random nonsense. I really want to acetone wash and chloroform wash some to see how much better the high is.
Yeah bptubbs, once you get going on coke it's hard to stop. I went 5 years without the shite but it also wasn't readily available. Hardly ever even thought about it. But then as soon as someone mentions they can get some, it triggers my brain to remember the high and I'm ready to get some. And that was with snorting/plugging, once in awhile crack. I can only imagine how I.V. would get me. What was hard for me when trying to stay clean and sober was there were two different people at my job who not only sold it, but would front me until payday. And even now it's like I can delete dealers numbers outta my phone and block them on messenger, but I always remember their names so I can just re add them on messenger. And even without them there's always the dark web. And I actually have decent resolve when trying to stay away, that is until the day I get enough drinks in me to decide fuck this alcohol ain't enough, let's score some blow. And once that decision is made there ain't a damn thing stopping me.