Jekyl Anhydride
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Well, maybe Walter could. Later guys..
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RDP89
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Oh I don't actually live in the city, I'm about 65 miles away, in a small town surrounded by cornfields.Lol There's like 5,000 people in this town and the last murder was like 2006, when some dude drunk and on xanax shot his girl on new years eve.I don't even know the last one before that. I love the city as well, want to move there, but my daughter is out here so I'm kinda stuck. Plus the rent in Chicago is 3-4 times what I pay out here for a comparable place. I would never be able to afford it without roommates unless I started making considerably more money. Yeah, I've heard St. Louis is getting really bad. Out here where I live my parents and grandparents don't even lock their fucking door at night or anything. Which I wouldn't do because you just never know, but that's how quiet it is out here. I just looked it up actually and the violent crime rate in this town for 2016 was 45, the national average was 216.
Tubbs
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Yeah st Louis has a murder rate 10 times the national average, im in the metro area, it all kind of runs together down here. I lock my doors all day everyday, and keep a loaded gun near the bed. Its sad to see the city I love turning into a hellhole
Welcome Greg
What's brought you back to our fair shores then? Are you not worried all this talk of drug mayhem might be a little triggering as you try to sober up? 
Runningfox
Bluelighter
Hi everyone.
I have been away. You ppl wrote pages n pages without me.
Fuckers.
Any way --- a family member fell ill and was hospitalized for about 3 weeks. She passed away yesterday. I loved her & will miss her.
This all puts me in a sort of daze; it makes me remember the losses of my parents and reminds me of the empty-feeling, living without them these years.
So life is rather dark here, lately.
I hope everyone's doing ok.
I have been away. You ppl wrote pages n pages without me.
Fuckers.
Any way --- a family member fell ill and was hospitalized for about 3 weeks. She passed away yesterday. I loved her & will miss her.
This all puts me in a sort of daze; it makes me remember the losses of my parents and reminds me of the empty-feeling, living without them these years.
So life is rather dark here, lately.
I hope everyone's doing ok.
T. Calderone
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Hey Runningfox. Hate you hear you've lost another loved one. 
It takes me a lot of effort every single day not to give in to the darkness.
I don't come here enough. Must remind myself to do this!
It takes me a lot of effort every single day not to give in to the darkness.
I don't come here enough. Must remind myself to do this!
Tubbs
Bluelight Crew
Sorry to hear that foxy, and yes t, even keif popped his head in.
Scrofula
Bluelight Crew
Sorry Ms. Fox. And I kept trying to come up with a good segue, but they were just more and more insensitive, so I'll just ask my question for the commentariat:
What does one get for one's dad's 70th birthday? By "one" I mean me, so handicaps include ~78hrs awake, need the money for meth instead, and it's tomorrow.
(I will be cooking salmon etc., and I'll bake him a cake; but I cook him dinner every night anyway. He is more than covered on golf accessories. Really, I'm looking for justification in purchasing nothing for the sixth-straight year;.)
What does one get for one's dad's 70th birthday? By "one" I mean me, so handicaps include ~78hrs awake, need the money for meth instead, and it's tomorrow.
(I will be cooking salmon etc., and I'll bake him a cake; but I cook him dinner every night anyway. He is more than covered on golf accessories. Really, I'm looking for justification in purchasing nothing for the sixth-straight year;.)
Looking for some help
My name is King Cuzzo and I would like some information or advice. I am 19 years old , 5,6 ft and way about 59 kg( 131 in pounds )On Jan 12th 2018 I had my birthday and it was really fun. But I had a lil too much fun. I drank and smoked a lot but also did about 150mg of ecstasy that night. I woke up the next morning and continued to party again but this time i took two pills of 200mg each. Yes I know it?s a lot but at the time I wasn?t aware I just wanted to have fun. I?m not a regular user that was my 3rd time in my entire life. They day after I felt like shit. I was depressed, having brainzaps ( shocks through my body) at one point during that week I had a panic/ anxiety attack. I didn?t feel like I was in tune with reality merely just walking and I would after feel like I was having a delay. The weekend I stayed by a friend and drank lot of tea and vitamin C and slowly I got better. I had my appetite back and I felt normal. I started gym about 2 weeks after so I started sweating. After a couple days I started feeling the symptoms coming back but I still felt kinda normal. I would just feel a little out of sync. I?m not having any memory problems or spasms but I did get about one or two brainzaps during this time. I feel the same but just a little out of touch. And the two weeks before I was perfect. Is it because it?s still in my system and I started sweating it out or did I take to much and it?s just taking a while to come down. I?m going to see the doctors Tuesday. But would still like some advice
Update 4 days later : PDATE: The whole weekend I was having trouble sleeping and eating. But I would just eat some fruits and drink some green tea , I started feeling a little like myself Sunday morning but it would go and come. I went to see the doctor and he told me I basically ran a marathon and body is drained and tired and needs time to recover. He also advised for me to do a check Thursday which I am going to do then next week Tuesday I have an appointment again. Thanks for the help but I have a couple questions. 1. Why did I feel back to normal after my 1 week comedown and right after 1.5 week I started feeling shit again. 2. Why did I struggling with sleeping and eating. I?m slowly getting back my appetite and sleep but I?m still kinda concerned. 3. My eyes and brain have been feeling a little heavy / foggy. I?m feeling like my eyes are little slow and I?m scared that I did permanent damage to brain from just one dose. Is it possible ? Thanks in advance and I would appreciate if you can explain in dept what happening.
My name is King Cuzzo and I would like some information or advice. I am 19 years old , 5,6 ft and way about 59 kg( 131 in pounds )On Jan 12th 2018 I had my birthday and it was really fun. But I had a lil too much fun. I drank and smoked a lot but also did about 150mg of ecstasy that night. I woke up the next morning and continued to party again but this time i took two pills of 200mg each. Yes I know it?s a lot but at the time I wasn?t aware I just wanted to have fun. I?m not a regular user that was my 3rd time in my entire life. They day after I felt like shit. I was depressed, having brainzaps ( shocks through my body) at one point during that week I had a panic/ anxiety attack. I didn?t feel like I was in tune with reality merely just walking and I would after feel like I was having a delay. The weekend I stayed by a friend and drank lot of tea and vitamin C and slowly I got better. I had my appetite back and I felt normal. I started gym about 2 weeks after so I started sweating. After a couple days I started feeling the symptoms coming back but I still felt kinda normal. I would just feel a little out of sync. I?m not having any memory problems or spasms but I did get about one or two brainzaps during this time. I feel the same but just a little out of touch. And the two weeks before I was perfect. Is it because it?s still in my system and I started sweating it out or did I take to much and it?s just taking a while to come down. I?m going to see the doctors Tuesday. But would still like some advice
Update 4 days later : PDATE: The whole weekend I was having trouble sleeping and eating. But I would just eat some fruits and drink some green tea , I started feeling a little like myself Sunday morning but it would go and come. I went to see the doctor and he told me I basically ran a marathon and body is drained and tired and needs time to recover. He also advised for me to do a check Thursday which I am going to do then next week Tuesday I have an appointment again. Thanks for the help but I have a couple questions. 1. Why did I feel back to normal after my 1 week comedown and right after 1.5 week I started feeling shit again. 2. Why did I struggling with sleeping and eating. I?m slowly getting back my appetite and sleep but I?m still kinda concerned. 3. My eyes and brain have been feeling a little heavy / foggy. I?m feeling like my eyes are little slow and I?m scared that I did permanent damage to brain from just one dose. Is it possible ? Thanks in advance and I would appreciate if you can explain in dept what happening.
Jekyl Anhydride
Bluelight Crew
Runningfox & T Cal! I need to rotate my hours or cut down on some of this pesky at work productivity bs. Sorry to hear about the rough times though M.
Scrof there's always the "As Seen on TV " section at most non-closing Wall/K/Mart type places but once the mail order window closes it gets a little bleak. Salmon sounds nice though.
Sup Cuzz, you might take a peek into MDMA-&-Empathogenic-Drugs or -The-Dark-Side but at least you saw your Doctor to start.
Scrof there's always the "As Seen on TV " section at most non-closing Wall/K/Mart type places but once the mail order window closes it gets a little bleak. Salmon sounds nice though.
Sup Cuzz, you might take a peek into MDMA-&-Empathogenic-Drugs or -The-Dark-Side but at least you saw your Doctor to start.
RDP89
Bluelighter
Yeah, that really sucks. Is the violence mostly gang related?
RDP89
Bluelighter
I know for my 70th birthday I would want a hooker or two. But that's just me. This is a terrible story to tell but for fathers day last year I didn't have much money so I just stole a nice dress shirt for my dad and a really nice 70 dollar Cubs shirt or my grandpa. The cubs shirt had one of those damn ink things in it but all you need is a lighter and some patience and they come off without spewing their icky contents.
Tubbs
Bluelight Crew
Alot of it is yeah, but quite a bit is just random.
Scrofula
Bluelight Crew
But he already has a few clappers, a Donald Trump Chia Pet and a ShamWow.
RDP89 said:
I've heard that Father's Day is number one in collect phone calls/day. Or at least when those were a thing. Cheaper to text now I guess.
He used to say all he wanted was a phone call on his birthday. Sorry Dad, that intervention thing means I sleep down the hall again.
Steady Scootin
Bluelight Crew
Which Cronenberg movies have you seen, Scroffie Baby? I would guess The Fly at least.
ShroomySatori
Bluelighter
Man tonight was sick. Not dope sick though; I don't have to worry about that for the time being as it has been over a month now. Just the whole burnout thing cravings and all that.
I ran into some money I actually really needed like the exact amount somehow it was an amazing coincidence and so I got a quarter of herb an indica and hybrid strains, always the oldshool way we avoid the stores here. It's nostalgic and fun to do this.
Smoked some chron, the indica, and got my etiz supply in check for now. This makes me cheerful. The interdose withdrawals leave me paralyzed by anxiety it's going to take time to work through that. Got a bill paid too, feeling pretty good. Might smoke some more pot... of course I will.
I ran into some money I actually really needed like the exact amount somehow it was an amazing coincidence and so I got a quarter of herb an indica and hybrid strains, always the oldshool way we avoid the stores here. It's nostalgic and fun to do this.
Smoked some chron, the indica, and got my etiz supply in check for now. This makes me cheerful. The interdose withdrawals leave me paralyzed by anxiety it's going to take time to work through that. Got a bill paid too, feeling pretty good. Might smoke some more pot... of course I will.
Steady Scootin
Bluelight Crew
Who wants to be my Valentine...??
Tubbs
Bluelight Crew
Drugs are my Valentine, thanks for that post earlier man.
Scrofula
Bluelight Crew
scoot steady said:
I couldn't name one, earlier, but the Goldblum vehicle/pea soup homage is a classic that still makes me afraid to arm wrestle, and skin is complex, like clothing; much more than splicing two genomes together, I mean for a computer that's like the Monday Sudoku. What I meant before, is I noticed he did both Eastern Promises and History of Violence.
Every time I try to remember anything about the first, other than underage hookers, I see instead a return of the king's taint. Over and over (thus "returning"). For the second one I have vaguely positive feelings about it, but when I pause and vaguely reflect, I realize it's just an over-the-top gangster-goes-home movie, with the gangster then killing everyone in said home. And so it seems like it's a matinee hipster response to the cinema hipster former (cinema has subtitles, movies get dubbed). I guess an actual film critic would point out they are opposite paths or something. But I'd say the moral path of the snowy one was colder, and the "moral path' of the taint-free one amounted to "don't get in fights at school just cause your old man murdered some dudes with a coffee stirring straw. It is BAD, Jimmy. Violence is BAD."
I probably had positive feelings because of the diner coffee pot-as-weapon utilization with Jason Statham no where to be seen. There was also something from Eastern Promises that worked well as foreplay. Obviously I forgot the fuck that was.