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The Sad Thread (Anti-Snoo)

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Walked out on mrs cm today after she threw a heavy object at the back of my head for no reason other than she had a disagreement with me.

Never expected such a thing in a million years. :(

Only suffered a minor bump, but still.
What a pathetic little bitch.

Didn't even so much as raise my voice.
Just feel empty now. :|
 
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Lost count of the number of times me ex twatted me for no good reason. Not like you can exactly return the favour either. Some of us are just suckers for punishment :|

Best off out of it under such circumstances imo, Cornish. Plenty of fine wenches like a bit of swashbuckling action though. Dinnae let it get you down too much <3
 
Infinite Jest said:
Oh mate :(. I'm so sorry to hear that. Are you with friends?
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No, just at my dads again.

jancrow said:
Not surprised mate, violence is a walk-away for sure. Hope you're OK, what are you up to?
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Yeah I'm ok, just not really sure where to turn atm.

Shambles said:
Lost count of the number of times me ex twatted me for no good reason. Not like you can exactly return the favour either. Some of us are just suckers for punishment :|

Best off out of it under such circumstances imo, Cornish. Plenty of fine wenches like a bit of swashbuckling action though. Dinnae let it get you down too much <3
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True dat.

To think it was all because I had a wash out of my previous 0.15g 'hit' and hadn't given her a surprise I apparently promised her the night before? I honestly have no idea what she was on about?

Drug politics eh. :\
 
Cornishman said:
To think it was all because I had a wash out of my previous 0.15g 'hit' and hadn't given her a surprise I apparently promised her the night before? I honestly have no idea what she was on about?

Drug politics eh. :\
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Lost count how many times me n my ex used to get in to it over miniscule amounts of Heroin . Co dependant relationships are really difficult cos there are 3 of you in it .

I've been in a few with varying degrees of Love N success .

From no love for each other just a combined love of Class A Drugs to actual real proper Love & respect for each other & managing to only argue about drugs about once every 3 days .

Pm if you want to talk bout tings matey .
 
That's a horribly familiar situation is that, Cornish. The Inevitble Argument Over Who Had the Last Wash. They can get a bit outta hand. No need for blunt instruments though. As Brimz said, those co-dependent kinda relationships have a habit of bringing the highest of highs and the lowest of lows. And occasional bouts of unnecessary and excessive violence over nowt of importance :\
 
Well it's deffo over.

It just doesn't make sense.
She told me she hit me, not because of our fall out, but as an impulsive method to split us up because apparently 'we both knew it was over a while ago'?

I'm calling BS & suspect something else.
She had alot of male friends who'd turn up at all sorts of random hours, but I was naive enough to trust her.

Her ex was always lurking about the house. Which I never liked tbh.
Anyway, she's back with him now.

Despite their non existent sex life.

Think she just wants a gimp to make her coffee on demand. :\

Thanks for the support everyone. <3
 
*hugs u*

Sounds like a crazy situation that you're best off out of, mate. Hope you manage alright, though don't doubt that you will <3
 
Know the feeling mate, can only say that time is the best healer and to always hold your dignity and maintain your pride. You did the right thing walking out after that, I walked away too and it's something I'll always be proud of myself doing because in the end I was fucked over in a similar situation to yourself, only despite the complete paranoia and suicidal feelings I was experiencing at the time she continued to lie and deny.

As they say, what goes around comes around. You're most likely in for a rough few months, but whatever you do keep yourself in good company and don't go down the self-destructive route. I did and it only delayed me feeling better, now though I feel fantastic (apart from my usual low days/anxiety which is completely normal for me anyway), however at the same time being single has given me time to sit and contemplate why I am this way and improve on it, which has worked and it's given me a lot more confidence in myself that I'd lost by being with that person. Also after so many years it's amazing to be free, go where I want, do what I want, consume what I want, without the constant bitter criticism that was constantly given by her in the last few months, which gave a serious blow to my confidence and sent my anxiety through the roof, compared to the person she was when we first got together. It takes months to realize these things, but eventually you do and it becomes so much better. While they are still tied to the ball and chain...you'll be surprised to see who has the last laugh in a few months time, even if it all feels like shit at the moment. <3

Avoid opiates, avoid benzos, eat healthy and work on your fitness and you'll have much better sleep and results than any drug can provide. If things get on top of you, I always found weed was an excellent way to let me sit back and realize that things really aren't that bad,but comedowns etc are a tough one. There are plenty more people out there and to be honest I've found some I've been with even far more attractive and better in many ways... ;)

Good luck! And if you feel like shit you'll be surprised how much help a place like BL can be to vent. If you ever want a chat, send me a PM. Be happy to tell you of my experience and remember, don't mug yourself.
 
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I'm sad cos my JSA money hasn't gone into my account and I don't know why. No reason for it and it's my fucking birthday tmrw so bang goes that. Fuckers!!!
 
Sad to be missing out on what looks like being a top reggae night a mere 25 minutes drive away ( v close in my neck-of-the-woods).

Missing it through a combo of skintness, workload and apathy (sadly, mainly apathy)...and the saddest thing is that the workload will most likely not be reduced due to pissedoffness re not gwan out and massive procrastinatory tendencies.

Ach
 
Surprisingly similar to the above only more like 25 minutes at a very slow walk away than 25 minutes drive away. Also can't afford it. Saw the stickers plastered all over the cashpoint today as I checked me balance and withdrew the lot only in order to hand it straight over to the PO to pay off me phone/intranetz bill. Bugger. Not like we get many decent-sounding nights out round here either :\
 
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