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The Sad Thread (Anti-Snoo)

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parttime crackhead said:
Is it not an accepted fact that Australian males are fucking arseholes (& usually quite racist)? Every Australian or South African guy I've ever met has done nothing but re-enforce that stereotype. Everyone I know that's in Australia the now says that the casual racism is fucking wild & these are cunts that come from Scotland where phoning a Chinky for dinner then going down the Paki's for snout is perfectly acceptable.
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Aye it's totally stereotypical but the fact is that it's true. The only place in my life where I've ever knowingly been subjected to any form of 'racism' (for lack of a better word) is in Australia and I'm a white, scottish, guy. I was told "to fuck off back home you European cunt" and "fuck off foreigner" so imagine what it's like if you're not white. I told the story before about the bogan Aussie cunts in the 7/11 abusing the Asian bloke and calling him 'Apu' and other really racists nonsense, I've never witnessed such blatant racial abuse before, people round here usually do it on the sly not to peoples faces. Even the ones that don't seem to be totally racist (as in they don't actually hate non white people) are a bit with their casual remarks about 'abos', 'pakis', 'gooks' etc. Even hostel owners who have people from all around the world staying with them are saying shit like that and not thinking there's anything wrong with it. It's like Britain was 40 years ago except sunnier and with more deadly animals.
 
TheSpade said:
Aye it's totally stereotypical but the fact is that it's true. The only place in my life where I've ever knowingly been subjected to any form of 'racism' (for lack of a better word) is in Australia and I'm a white, scottish, guy. I was told "to fuck off back home you European cunt" and "fuck off foreigner" so imagine what it's like if you're not white.
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I hate to tell you, but you're not strictly "white". You're a ginga, reviled the world over.

(and your skin colour is a pale eggshell blue)
 
Got a text off girlthing asking when I'd be home, told her Thursday and she said she needs some help getting her research finished on time because she has a funeral to go to, and apologised if I thought it was too much for her to ask of me. Feel bad that I can't be there, I'm so used to women demanding things and me doing it that I feel kinda sad that she's accepted I can't be there right now. I offered to come home tomorrow and she said it's ok. So not used to this, just feel crap she's there on her own.

edit: she's still texting me to ask if I'm really ok with helping her when I do get back. think I've finally found someone as insecure and ridiculous as me <3:(
 
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Finding out my parents have sold the house I grew up in, moved somewhere that I don't even know where it is. All without me knowing. Makes me realise what a worthless piece of shit son i've been to them for that to happen.
 
Hi Cherry, great to see you around, not so great to see you in this thread.

Hoping things aren't so bad in Cherry land<3
 
Good to see you back CCF,just remember that a relapse is just a little slip up and it doesn't mean you have to go back into full time usage again.
Its just a minor blip,hope you have a good Xmas.
 
^ Yup, that's how I'm looking at it.

Part of the problem has been the fact that since coming out of prison, and deliberately moving out of the area I used to live in, which was rife for scoring, the drug agency have taken their time to move me back to a community script, so I was having to walk (an hour there, an hour back!!! Repetative!!!) back to the area I used to score in every day for daily supervised pick up, and one thing led to another. Suddenly being surrounded by triggers, being in buildings full of old faces soon took it's toll.

But, as you say, it's a lapse, not a relapse :) All I have to do is provide three clean urines and I can move back to community pick up, and unlike the last drug place I was with , they don't come into the bathroom with you when you piss in the sample pot. That was horrible, talk about stage fright having a woman stand over you watching you wee, it would take me four tries sometimes filling myself to the brim with water in between tries.

I'm fuming, as over christmas I only get Christmas day and Boxing day take away :!

I've no intention of ending up back in prison. Not a chance!
 
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cherrycolouredfunk said:
But, as you say, it's a lapse, not a relapse :) All I have to do is provide three clean urines and I can move back to community pick up, and unlike the last drug place I was with , they don't come into the bathroom with you when you piss in the sample pot. That was horrible, talk about stage fright having a woman stand over you watching you wee, it would take me four tries sometimes filling myself to the brim with water in between tries.
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Not to mention degrading. Though some places still take great pleasure in making addicts feel subhuman.

Good to see some positive movement and a return to the board. Shame about the relapse, but these things happen. All the best for the future. :)
 
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