The sad reality

[idonteven]

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The last 8 years drugs have been an escape, primarily opiates, and I used to enjoy them greatly. Slowed down when they stopped making oc the good way, switched to heroin, then shooting heroin, then stopped for a few months to try opana. And those don't even get me high. (well euphoric high) I have no more escape, and don't want to try scoring heroin any more.

I turned 24 3 weeks ago, and tried to overdose with this:

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I wasn't planning on waking up, but I did 6 hours later for work. I quit my job which I think was causing a lot of the unhappiness, since then I've been a lot happier.

I a little video showing the downward spiral and I tried to express my emotions with the images and music

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[suessmayr]

Nice video.

That doesn't sound like a genuine suicide attempt to me. Not to be a prick or anything, but simply to point out that I think you may have doubts, which is a good thing. You're pretty young - have you ever tried to clean up?