OMG.
I found my godsendeded thread.
Okay, so here's how goes.
Two orange playboys(facing left, with collar, slightly beveled top, flat back, very hard press pills) were tossed my way by a coworker who was nice enough to go out of his way to get them for me and not even charge me. I also snorted about 0.05g of heroin at around 4:30PM today.
Okay, so:
10:45PM: Snort half of a pill just to get something going. Immediately started to feel a little something.
11:00PM Chew other half of one playboy.
11:15PM Chew second and last playboy.
11:49PM: Definitely noticed awesome clean comeup, starting to peak.
12:32AM: Still peaking, time to melt.
1:37AM: Oh god, I've done a million things and I can't even begin to list all of them...Still peaking, listening to STS9's 'PeaceBlaster' album, blowing the fuck up. I even rode my bike all the way up the hill and back down and it was fucking like being four years old and just learning how to ride a bike all over again. Pure fucking innocent bliss joy.
2:32AM: I am experiencing heaven at this moment through MDxx substances. Now, it's not exactly just the entertainment purposes only type of drug, but MDA/MDMA/MDE/MDxx-related substances hold the potential to be spiritual and introspective tools that you are blessed to borrow for a night and gather everything you can from the moment and bring it back with you. I am still rolling balls right now and just experienced something completely new whilst rolling. I just snorted a small amount of heroin while in the middle of my peak. I immediately grabbed a cigarette and laid down in the grass in between two trees under the full moon and had a full body orgasm of love and beauty and life and understanding and peace. I completely let go of everything, melted into the ground and floated out of my body and into the night sky, all while listening to Sound Tribe Sector 9. Of the two times I've acquired heroin, I was not looking for it or even thinking about it, it just seems to come up in a conversation with a co-worker and he just so happened to have went to Mexico over the weekend and gives you 1/10g of some pretty potent H. I enjoy it, but I know to keep it at a thirty-nine and a half foot distance just because of my past opiate/opioid addiction(s). But godddddddddammmmmmmmmnnnnnnnnnnnn MDxx + small dose of strong opiate feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeels sooooooooo fucking amazing.
And this is now.
2:55AM: Damn, I am still fucking rolling nicely.
4:35AM: Well, I did double drop, and these did definitely feel like MDA rather than MDMA, and I am happy with that. I actually prefer MDA anywho, and I'm 99% positive these are MDA. Will definitely be trying to grab a few more to go along with the green astronauts I'm getting this week for my b-day on Saturday, Jan 17th. I was starting to come down a little, but I went outside and smoked a couple of bowls of headies and snorted the last dose of the diacetylmorphine(heroin) that I was given today, and now I feel right back up and more awesome than before since I'm on both MDA, and also about 0.05g of black tar heroin(muddy water insufflation method), and I'm smoking dank. It just doesn't get any fucking better. I miss doing opiates/opioids alot, and this is both a time for me to let go and use a little, but also realize why I am not allowed to use opiates/opioids more than once-twice a month now, and no needles. I feel very zen. Very peaceful, very humbled, very content. Everything is right with the world in this MOMENT.
Anyway, it's 4:43AM on a Sunday morning, what the fuck else is there to do than be up?
Ahhhhhhhh, and I can't FUCKING WAIT for Saturday, January 17th!!!! 'Twill be my 20th birthday, and I will roll face.
Time to go dance in the back yard to beautiful tunes.
I even posted a few very amazing replies to some threads..



MazDan, I always see you around and I just want to say man...I love you!
AND THAT GOES FOR THE REST OF MY LOVELY BLUELIGHTERS!


