Everyday since December has been a struggle for me having to deal with this symptom. I've been working so hard to ignore it. I've been working so much on being a better person, but it feels like I'm on my breaking point again. This rage that I had been trying so hard to contain is crying out, crying and telling me to release her. She wants to make me feel better and help me. Do I let her come out? Do I let her control me and my emotions? Do I want to lose myself again?