Would be interested to hear what the "evil" was that was trying to "take over your soul" -- or, could you be more specific as to what was happening?
Well lol... it's a rather odd tale.
I could tell the whole story, but it's quite embarrassing and personal... dealing with my parent's divorce on an already very bad and unmanageable trip sent me into a hellish downward spiral though, as I'm sure you could imagine.
Basically, I saw my father standing over me (he was not at the time, but it was an EXTREMELY vivid hallucination )... then his figured morphed into, well, into Satan. I was looking directly at the Prince of Darkness, and he had manifested himself in my Father... FUCK.
That's not even the scariest part. Satan (or one of his demons that are among us on Earth) reached out to me, said "I have your soul..", tapped me playfully on the nose and disappeared. Obviously, this freaked me the FUCK out... I said out loud "OH SHIT, the devil has my Dad!" and continued having extremely vivid visuals that were centered around Life vs Death... Light vs Dark, God vs Satan.
and that time... it felt like Satan had won. I ended up being held down on a table and injected with benzos to calm me down (it did), so I felt like I was unable to fully understand what that hellish trip was TRYING to teach me. For a few weeks after that, I felt scared and lost.. I felt like my soul had been taken over you see!
Well, then a few weeks later comes my mushroom trip... 3 grams with a lot of Dark Chocolate (slight MAOI effect, that's important later)
Well, I had taken some pepto bismal before hand, and I feel like that REALLY messed up the digestion of them.. for the first 3-4 hours I had a HORRIBLE body load and felt tired and heavy. I was almost ready to freak out again I felt so bad, and I wasn't even getting any psychedelic effects from the shrooms... well like 4 hours after I eat them, I put on some headphones to ease my mind... this makes me feel a lot better, and within a 10 minutes, I felt like I was in a DMT experience
It started really by me seeing a giant pyramid with an eye at the top (a major theme of the last one was the Illuminati, and that is their symbol)... well I raise my hand as a gun, and "pull the trigger", shattering the pyramid and instantly sending me into a full body experience..
I was having INTENSE visuals, like seeing blue eyes all around me, just watching... and my body was convulsing in pure euphoria... it was nothing short of a ++++. It was like God had reached out his hand of mercy after going through such a hellish experience, instantly saving me from the hell that was all around me.
After this DMT like experience that lasted roughly 30 minutes or so, I spent the next few hours simply ruminating on my life, and the universe. I have never felt more clear than I have at that time... I could figure the answer to any of life's questions with just a little thought... it was such a pure,
holy feeling that filled me... I really didn't like shrooms any more before that, and wasn't planning on doing them again, but after that experience I have little hesitation to try a very high dose (something like 5 grams of potent cubensis..), I'll just make sure I have some MDMA on hand to keep me positive.
These are just my experiences... so they probably mean little to nothing to you. But you can
NEVER take them away from me. Remember that
