The Past Is Now

[GoingStRaNgE]

Life can be lost in a memory
Can't you see what i've done to me?
I lose myelf is life, love, the lord, even education
Then i make acusations when my needs are mistaken
When im let down
I crown the blame on others
But i know 3 fingers always
Point right back at me, so i ensure
Others can't see
My sensitivity
I have cried at the
Fuckin movies
My heart can be broken by a dirty look,
A rusty pipe
Or just 6th heaven
But only because i set
Myself up for cinderella story's
My life really bores me
How could i leave a thumbprint
In anothers heaven when
I track mud though my eternity
Have you ever been a memory?
have you looked at yourself & realized
you no longer exist?
No matter how great you've lived
It's just a story
To remember
Think about your life & tell me one part not in the past
ah, ah, not so fast
whatever you're saying
You have said
why get exited
When nothings new?
Not me or you
Not the air we breath
Or the ocean blue
Not a ryme i make
Or a bulet you take to
Save a sorry fool...
Half a world away
Today is yesterday
& tomarrow never happend
My mouth is mute
But my pen rarely fails
It flails my feelings on to paper
10 minutes to late
Which doesn't compensate
For the flies i catch
So, sorry...
Wouldn't wanna ruin your day with something i might say
So just smile
after all
This poems been read
And this poet stands
Behind you
straaange

 

[Ms.ReD]

I remember reading this one the 2nd night we were together...
It was one of the poems that convinced me of your talent and knowledge of writing
ReD