the pain never ends. please help

Lyrica should not be mixed with any sort of Benzo as the two together double your anxiety as well as your risks of fits. It is also affecting the neurotransmitters in your brain that are probably adding to the depression and slightly delusional thoughts regarding your girlfriend [please, I do not mean that offfensively. It is just how the brain works]
Everytime I went into rehab they would always try to tale me off Benzos AND Opiates with no positive result because a benzo detox is much more harsh mentally as it is a psychotropic drug as opossed to opiate or opiod. So you get the physical harshness and the mental strain.
*this is my experience. Others may differ* Being a clinical psychologist helps since I usually got my benzos back :-p
3mg is quite a low dose and why you are feeling it so heavily. As mentioned in an above post, taper off slowly and do so in three day intervals allowing yourself a bit of comfort rather than beating them out of you. It is natural as an addict to chase the original sedation you once felt making it even more difficult and the added use of psychedellic drugs depending on LT damage may draw your detox out further.
Another suggestion given was to go into hospital which may not be a bad idea, but I would suggest you say you are on a bit higher of a dose than 3mg since they do not detox for much less than that. I agree that may not be sound advice, but at least you will be comfortable and in a controlled enviroment.
Sod your G/F and worry about yourself. You are far too young to end up like some of us dinosuars on here in and out of rehab your whole life.
I do wish you well and hope that I or anyone else on this board has been of assistance.
MR

i never knew this..... wow saves myself some potential danger.... just hope ur hangin in there duneplanet, theres people out there thinkin of u hey<3
 
thank you so much guys... slept ok last night. to me lyrica is helping a great deal cause i was seeing shit on 4-5 mg of valium before i started the lyrica.. now I can sleep some nights. Im down to 2 mg today.. using l-theanine as needed (the relaxing stuff in green tea). at least im almost off.. i think iw ill stay on lyrica a bit cause i need sleep for school this semester
 
If you were seeing shit on such a baby dose of valium, maybe it wasn't the drug for you in the first place...I woulda told my doctor it wasn't working out and tried something else. I was prescribed 60 .5mg xanax a month for about 8 months and then when my doctor retired, the new one cut me off and said she "doesn't believe in them." It hasn't been fun, especially since I tend to use them for period cramps as well as anxiety. I'm also young though (23) and while I have anxiety problems, I know medication isn't necessarily the best route for them. I haven't had friends most of my life, and I'm single, and it's not worth beating yourself up over. I always tell myself things will improve, and they just seem to be getting worse. However, I still try to tell myself things will get better eventually.

Maybe some people are affected by such a small dose of valium, but from my experience it shouldn't really cause any horrendous withdrawal symptoms.
 
the hallucinations were from the withdrawal, I was taking higher doses than that. i was tapering. down to 2 mg. feel shitty as always lol. every muscle and bone hurts along with the mental anguish...

some people don't know how good they have it.. I get so angry when I hear people complain about being bored... what id do to just be bored again...

love to all of you, especially all those in my shoes..
 
i had a 3 month benzo habit once that started with 20mg of valium to around 60mg, then 100 2mg xanax which i would use up to 10mg a day at the peak. i went cold turkey and on the 4th day i couldn't hack it any more, jumped on the net and someone suggested sipping small amounts of alcohol.... well half a glass of red wine at night made the 2 week long WD so much more bearable.

probably not a popular choice and i'm not sure how it would go with lyrica, but alcohol worked wonders for me. since then i have made a point not to use benzo's for more than 3 weeks at a time.... and even then i'd be hesitant

all the best Duneplanetarakis ; )
 
I was told that alcohol would slow down my recovery.. and congrats on it being only 2 weeks lol. you are lucky
 
:( I've been on benzos for 3 months, but Ive been addicted before. when will it end? adkl;gjagjahy I have so many mental disorders and hypersensitivity issues plus the hardest drug to withdraw from is an equivelent to hell in my opinion. I dont know anymore.
 
thank you draigan. how are you sleeping? i cant even fucking lay down anymore everything is too loud and i feel weird as hell
 
dude I sleep for like 4 hours a night, but I toss and turn the whole time. Im completely fucking miserable yo. I feel like if I stare at someone too long that they are going to set on fire or something of that caliber :P

My body aches so much, anxiety, depressed... hungry... tired, alone, angry, lol :P scared.
 
We just have to wait man. One minute at a time. I hate when you close your eyes and just go to really dark places. Im too scfared to sleep and scared for what seems to be no reason. im scared of not being able to sleep so i dont sleep haha

and yea im getting weird thoughts now too. i was already weird to begin with/.
 
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