Trying to limit my MS Contin and Oxycodone use lately but in awful pain today. The MS Contin just doesn't seem to do anything any more, and to be honest it never did much in the first place. At an equipotent dose I much prefer Fentanyl and Oxycodone, hell even Tramadol if it's no more than 400mg. Just given in and taken 100mg of MS Contin and a quick 20mg bump of Oxycodone to try and kick in faster.
Already mentioned in previous posts that I'm switching to Tapentadol at my next consultation (10 days or so). I really hope it's better for pain than morphine is. I don't think my consultant will prescribe me any more Oxy as he wants me off of it, which is fair enough. He's been in pain management for ~40 years so I trust him. On 100mg of Dosulepin/Dothiepin and other than making me akin to a zombie, it's not doing much. Been great for sleep though...
Had a few job offers come through last week... I just can't see it possible to hold down a job whilst I'm in so much pain, which is why I handed in my notice for my last job. My job just became untenable, I couldn't focus on anything other than being in pain. I sure hope Tapentadol is going to help, and the Dosulepin/Dothiepin kicks in soon... Been on it for 4 weeks now though.
I've had lower back pain before and it's sorted itself out within 3 months or so and I'm good as gold. This has been going on for 6 months now and I'm honestly at the point in which I don't believe it'll get any better. It's just quite upsetting when I read of people with chronic life-long pain and the misery that they have to endure. I can envision myself becoming part of that group if things don't progress.
Very miserable right now, it's nice to have the support of BL though. Some of you guys are great and very supportive. My friends and family who've never experienced chronic pain just don't get it... The usual advice I get is 'Go to your doctor, they can prescribe you a really strong painkiller called Codeine which you can't even buy in the pharmacy - did me right good for my headache'. I've given up explaining what I take for pain management and I just kind of nod in agreement like 'yeah thanks, I'll make an appointment to see my doctor'... it's just not worth explaining it to someone who doesn't get it.
So thanks to everyone on BL. You're all fab