Hello everyone, I'm new here. My recent experience with the problems of prescription medications has introduced me to this forum. I was researching Talwin and discovered this place. So hello to you all firstly.
Ok, now I'll just get into the good stuff. This is going to be a partial vent so please just hang in there with me, as I'm still feeling real gross after my hospital visit, and I've been up almost 24 hours.
I'll start with the basics, I'm a normal 28 year old mom. I dabbled in things when I was younger, but never for long periods of time and it all stopped after I turned 17 and had my first child. After his birth, I was diagnosed with a cardiomyopathy. It took a year to get a diagnosis because the doctors didn't believe the symptoms were real. They knew I had mild anxiety and assumed I was a hypochondriac so I got sent to talk to a counselor instead. So for a while, I went knowing something was wrong with my heart, but not getting treatment. After 3 back to back trips to an ER my grandfather drove me to a different city, where I was given real tests and they discovered I had something wrong with my heart.
Fast forward 4 years later, that part resolved and I was pregnant with my second child. My pregnancy went smoothly, but with the complications to my heart from my previous pregnancy they did a c-section and I went home feeling great. I still had mild anxiety, but was never treated, since I never thought it was bad enough to need medications. 6 months after my second child was born, I started having pain in my right side. The doctor I saw insisted it was due to ulcers. I was in severe pain for weeks until I demanded an ultrasound or something to confirm it. It turned out that I had Pancreatitis. A week after my hida-scan we discovered I was pregnant with my third, so I didn't have any other tests or procedures and the pain eventually stopped. During my third pregnancy I was diagnosed with a Mitral Valve Prolapse, and Supraventricular Tachycardia. My heart will jump up to around 150-170 sometimes.
Now, after my third child was born, it felt like my uterus would fall out. I was in agony for about 3 years and after 3 years of going from doctor to doctor(all of which did nothing), I accepted the fact that maybe I was crazy. After all those doctors know more about the human body than I do..WRONG. Around my youngest daughters 4th birthday, I was in so much pain I thought I was dying. I go to a new doctor, with no hope or expectations. He does one exam, and says something isn't right with my uterus. To make a longer story short..I had a hysterectomy. My uterus was smooshy and full of adipose tissue. The doctor said all my pains have been from adenomyosis and polycystic ovarian syndrome. During these years, the doctors would give me usually hydrocodone, maybe percocets for the pain. I was only taking them as needed, never more and my tolerance was incredibly low so I was cutting the lortab 5's in half. One bottle of 30 would last me two months. One year later, pains returned and after several months of testing on end, it was discovered that I had endometriosis on my appendix. My appendix was removed, and boom.. the pain was gone.
As if that wasn't enough, I started having nerve pain/issues in my arms and face. I was diagnosed with carpal tunnel and trigeminal neuralgia. I pass out from my migraines. The medications for this given to me by my neurologist was amitriptyline.
Back in June, I was at the ER for one of my headaches. I waited 12 hours in agony for help, and they gave me a shot of Dilaudid which was too strong for me, and I started puking violently. They sent me home with tramadol for the pain. I ended up taking the tramadol and finished the bottle of 20 finally last week. I had no withdrawal symptoms afterwards and I felt fine..until the back pain started.
Now, fast forward to today. I've been having horrible back pains by my kidney, so I went to the urgent care here, since I don't have a primary doctor yet(we just moved here). They did a urine analysis and it turned out fine, so they just gave me these pills to take until i can see a real doctor. I went home, took the first one..and then in about an hour, I felt sick. Like nausea, but my heart rate got into the 160-170s. My husband said I didn't look well and since my heart rate was so high, he rushed me to the ER. While I was there, I noticed they were full, so I went on ahead and took an extra 50 mg of my toprol. It slowed my heart rate down, but since I was there I just wanted to get checked out to make sure my heart was ok. I waited hours, and by the time the doctor gets in the room he says, "You're going through opiate withdrawal."
So to the point of this post, if I were to take tramadol weeks earlier, and not have any withdrawal from them....what am I withdrawing from?
I'm very concerned now because this diagnosis is not a reaction to a medication, but a label as an opiate abuser. As soon as the medication wore off, my heart rate returned to normal.
Which in no way, was I ever taking more than prescribed, it was always significantly less.
I have been trying to find doctors to speak with about my health issues, but I'm terrified now. Especially after the first one I met here in this town, and he started grilling me on the amount of procedures I've had at my age(Only two, hysterectomy and appendectomy), and then when I mention pain they actually roll their eyes at me. I'm so terrified of my pains, my head feels like it's going to explode, my pelvis is cracking in two, and my back is a constant ache. I get turned away before ever getting tests done because I'm a young healthy adult, and 9 times out of 10 when I go to the hospital for heart problems, they make me wait because young people don't have bad hearts.
I'm finding more and more of my friends with health problems are unable to get pain medications. I have no issues with people that use them to get high, that's their life, but I'm about this much closer to looking for a way around the doctors.
Sorry for the long post. Please feel free to move this if it's not in the right section.
I've updated the time stamp on this for you and am going to merge it into our pain management mega thread. You should find a lot more advice there. All the best in feeling better. -bronson