gromit12
Greenlighter
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- Oct 31, 2011
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I do completely understand that this is the DEAs and pollitions fault not the doctors. I know how much stress and pressure they put on the doctors and the threat of loosing there practice. I didn't mind and agreed when the doctor told me she would not keep me on clonazepam and just gave me one last script of it when I was put on morphine. I had already tapered off the clonazepam shortly before I started going to her so I didn't care.
The doctor there is very friendy and caring. She told while this dose can be dangerous I would be way worse off without them. The nurse however is pretty cold. I just hate how she was treating me like I'm a junkie when all I am trying to do is make it so I have enough relief to get out of bed.
Like I said before my anger lies with the way the nurse treated me overall and her knowledge of medicine not just that she condridicted what the doc told me as far as dosage. The nurse seems to think any medication that is not abusable is 100% safe; anti depressants being one example. What pissed me off most of all is that she said I was making excuses when I told her about my sleep issues. That really upset me because she does not have any idea how much it effects me. It along with my pain is why I had to drop out of college and wont be going to grad school. On counless ocations it was so bad I would hallucinate from sleep deprivation and there were times when I was ready to down every pill bottle in my droor because I could not take being so sleep deprived yet still not being able to sleep anymore. The sleep issue also makes my pain several times worse which makes me have to go up on my medication. Thankfully last week I started taking a combination of 5htp and another capsule with a bunch of differnt herbal meds in it; L theanine, melatonin, omega 3, ect. It is working amazingly for me and is helping me sleep just as good as weed does.
Another thing to try is valarian root. I've found it to be incredibly effective.
Also, for me personally, opiates disrupt my sleep big time. Worse than caffeine. If I take any kind of opiate I can't go to sleep for at least 4 hours. This might be something you want to take a look at.
I know how sometimes you just get people that are cold. Is there another nurse practitioner in that office?