Pissed_and_messed
Bluelight Crew
just learn to be yourself even if its anti social.
stupid truth.
just learn to be yourself even if its anti social.
Oxycodone made me from a quiet timid person and turned me into the life of the party (in the beginning).
Not only will this magical social solution not work for very long... you'll also suffer to rely on it and it can hook you and turn you into a hermit. I heavily do not condone this idea or thread and I literally am someone who was charmed by the same question and its powerful effects used for this very reason.
Don't go down this route lol just learn to be yourself even if its anti social. If you need opiates to socialize there is more deeper underlying self issues in my opinion. Nothing that can't be overcome by things... not opiates.
Eating oxycodone to relieve social anxiety is about the worst idea I can think of and I'm purposefully trying to steer you away from this. You'd have to eventually learn to socialize off opiates fully anyway because the nature of supply (no matter how low your tolerance) will not be affordable.
100% thisNot only will this magical social solution not work for very long... you'll also suffer to rely on it and it can hook you and turn you into a hermit. I heavily do not condone this idea or thread and I literally am someone who was charmed by the same question and its powerful effects used for this very reason.
Eating oxycodone to relieve social anxiety is about the worst idea I can think of and I'm purposefully trying to steer you away from this. You'd have to eventually learn to socialize off opiates fully anyway because the nature of supply (no matter how low your tolerance) will not be affordable.
Pretty much, although the waking dreams sometimes do not occur during nods. It's like icing on the cake.I guess this is what's referred to as a "nod"?
Thanks for your honest truth.Oxycodone made me from a quiet timid person and turned me into the life of the party (in the beginning).
Not only will this magical social solution not work for very long... you'll also suffer to rely on it and it can hook you and turn you into a hermit. I heavily do not condone this idea or thread and I literally am someone who was charmed by the same question and its powerful effects used for this very reason.
Don't go down this route lol just learn to be yourself even if its anti social. If you need opiates to socialize there is more deeper underlying self issues in my opinion. Nothing that can't be overcome by things... not opiates.
Eating oxycodone to relieve social anxiety is about the worst idea I can think of and I'm purposefully trying to steer you away from this. You'd have to eventually learn to socialize off opiates fully anyway because the nature of supply (no matter how low your tolerance) will not be affordable.
I get you, for a long time I've been suffering from social and general anxiety (I still am, but it faded a bit in the background compared to other problems I have to deal with now), and for a time I was desperately looking for a chemical solution or at least a quick fix - what I found were dissociatives.I just want to get laid at least once tho` and forget the bullshit ive been forever tho.
Its difficult to say "go all sober" when I have been "all sober" the past 10 years and I haven't solved anything. Not even psychedelics have given taken me out of the hole--ive learned important things in them tho, but not really a 100% solution.
What analogs of MXE I could get?I get you, for a long time I've been suffering from social and general anxiety (I still am, but it faded a bit in the background compared to other problems I have to deal with now), and for a time I was desperately looking for a chemical solution or at least a quick fix - what I found were dissociatives.
Do you have any experiences with one of them? Specially the methoxetamine-oids (original MXE has vanished due to bans worldwide but we have some analogue substances being sold openly on the net) in low dosage(!) are very good social lubricants, imagine being disinhibited like on a few shots of alcohol but without the awkwardness, no slurred speech, little impairment of judgement etc. For quite some time I believed them to be similar to opioids but stimulating instead of sedating - after I met real opiates I found out that they have little in common; in fact dissociatives are superior in many relations.
What dosage(s) of 2-FDCK were you using?So far I've tried only 2-fdck and 3-meo-pcp, but not in social settings. So Yeah I guess I could try.
I'm on propranolol for tachycardia, and indeed it takes the edge off acute anxiety but it does nothing at disinhibiting yourself, and these which penetrate the CNS (like propranolol) induce tiredness. Tried from 20 to 300mg.try a beta blocker before you go into a social situation
it kills all anxiety without an effect on your personality or your performance
sex on opioids is not always good or even possible
Nodding is imo the next step, where you drift in and out of consciousness. But yeah, not everybody gets these waking dreams, I for example don't.About 40 mins post taking the codeine I was in the "waking dream" state. Basically with eyes closed was in a dream world but still awake and could open my eyes if needed. I guess this is what's referred to as a "nod"?
Thanks for your honest truth.
What about if I do it just one week on- one week off and rotate with other lower -potency opiates?
But I get what you mean, long-term is probably not viable.
I just want to get laid at least once tho` and forget the bullshit ive been forever tho.
Its difficult to say "go all sober" when I have been "all sober" the past 10 years and I haven't solved anything. Not even psychedelics have given taken me out of the hole--ive learned important things in them tho, but not really a 100% solution.
Honestly until I came back to the city I have guys to hang out I will keep working on sober healthy methods, but you know...if I am unable to really make it work...I dont know if it will be so harmful to give me myself a treat once in a while...dont people do it *all the time with alcohol?