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Ki3ly

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There's an epidemic of loneliness right now. And the number one thing that everybody should take from this is that technology

has outpaced our brain's ability to adapt. So, like if you think that like if you're scrolling Instagram, Tik Tok Google, Maps, or whatever anyday,

anybody that believes their brain is immune to a $1 trillion computer is a [ dumb cluck ] . I don't think I'm immune. And from every tactic in the

book, every single mind control, hypnosis, Trick, everything you've ever could ever find, It's endless.


And I'm terrified of social media. I'm not immune to it. And it's an artificial placebo for tribe, but it doesn't give the brain fulfillment. It gives the brain this little electronically

weird placebo effect. Uh without a top layer or without fulfilling any type of hierarchy of needs. It's not your physical life.
 
Where is your dopamine coming from? One way to find out is to make a list. A list of 100 things. Or maybe 50. Or how about ten !!!

Is it a shame to show it !!! Or List it even.


Try making that List. One row of positives and another row of negatives. And maybe a circle connecting the in between. But.

How about Positive vs. Negative ( character )

What's the percentage from the list ! Negative compared to Positive.


They are all of those elements. That are good things also in those too. But if you push

pause on those good things, you'll still feel good during the pause. If you push pause on the bad things, you're going to

feel like [ ****#* ] because your dopamine's crashing. That's the difference. Wow.



Are you ashamed of where your dopamine is coming from !! Like I am as well.

Because that makes me so ashamed that I ever and even had to try to f*cking do a drug at all then. It was sad.

That's why I was here. Not to be conned. Or a good perma to teach me who rules. F off if that's who you is, or one of thems.
 
It's tough trying to manipulate on the internet isn't it. Electronically. But not impossible for all the others that have to start digging in deeper.

Okay, so I'm not a robot. I'm a real flesh maggot. I am not rich and famous. I am really a person somehow. Ha ha.

But I have what I have and it's not for you when I say it's not.



You all happy now. Who am I supposed to respect then .... a moderator !! A shell. And everybody else is supposed to eat sh*t so to speak. You know who you are, you

so imporant on da internet. I love my .45 and don't dis. Respect that. A hole.



I respect when it feels good. Ya know. I'm not a movie star ( obviously now ) who will attract a bunch of attention for you and get you a ride to somewhere else, something

better !! So just quit already. It's Nowhere !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah. So chill out with your Googly earth lenses already. I am not Sophia Loren, Brigitte Bardot, Marilyn, or Cari B for that

matter. And they all freikin old anyway. Like real grownups peopos. I'm not Brad Pitt, Caitlyn Marie Jenner, or Kiari Kendrell Cephus. And I wear boxerrrrs now.



It's complicated enough to know someone irl. Then have to listen to someone demand that I don't know whom they are on the ..... internet even.



It's weird too ... how someone gets angry enough on the internet to be mad that I don't know who they are in fact ... on the internet ... but then has to axe me dm if I am over

15 yrs old or 18 or some peculiar sh*t like that. Pdf files much. Prison material maybe !!!! Hee hee hee ha. Yah yah and a stup*d d*mb one too I must be.

Oh no .... and I'm not with the Fed's either or I'm not the PoPo. Paranoid much too. Makes one wonder doesn't it !!



I'm old now. Hey but ain't old ones an easy Mark too !!!! I just wanted to chill kick back and live with what I have now after working for all of it for my entire life. I'm over my

little school hop scotch break dancing days. And raving through life in my 20's. With my black pants and white tops. Sorry now. I am not here to judge what everyone else is

doing right now. But I'm not here to eat someone else's balls off either. Like Deep Scrotum or whateva you may be into as well. And I'm not a celebrity so no need for stalking.

In my corn.



I was here to connect with people. People on the internet from all over the world. On the internet too for cryin out freikin loud. What a loss that my soul couldn't get zapped

either. Unless I am confusing Harm Reduction with Bl*w J*b Reduction somehow. I'm good thank you already. I'm inna relationship. Alright. And also I have family ties

already that are mine not yours and are never going to be yours.


I hope you can get over it too. Sorry that I can't serve you all and all together at the same time. Nope not gonna do. I gots my own bidggness sometimes too.

So don't think you gonna date me or whatever me and then take my last bottle of Xanax or whatever else your motives are.



Don't you have any kind of feelings for people. You still gonna go try to get what you can, and see what yo can, and take from someone you don't even know, that doesn't

know you, that thinks I might be 15 yrs old so you ... may or may not get in more trouble. Please, just f*ckin quit already. It's the internet. Not the real live version of The

f*cking Notebook.



Don't go lookin like it's worth it to go lookin in my windows like I'm some kind of super freak, or college student from Moscow. Because I'm old.

And I ain't wild enough to want to end up in a trunk or f*ckn Frunk either. But what I am is .... a Porch Monkey with a double barrel surrounded by a gang of

community also who we clean our guns with together and load them with ammo and wear our clown masks ..... for fun !!!!!



There ya go. I can't get much sweeter and nicer than that if I tried, could I now. Yo. Still gonna try. You know the empathetic, kind type just waiting for strangers on the internet

to come around to see what they can .... git. How sweet am I now for an Empath. Better watch out Empath have certain other powers too. And gunpowder. Lot's of it.

Lol.
 
Here's some more fun for thought. This is what you can get for ya on the interwebs or the genuine sweet dating sites. Or maybe some chatty chat hook ups.

As if real life isn't complicated enough. This isn't no lounge material. And this is real life and it's on the internet too.


NSFW:


NSFW:
 
Yeah, I still crazy someone else's b*sh. But to some I in public places might seem just so, just so, just so ...... kind and nice and sweet. Prolly easy to take advantage of ...

ya think .... and and and and and I might eat yur b*lls off. Yeah right. Right from the empty soul of my heart. And please, please, please don't tell me this isn't really Dark.

Do you understand feelings !!! I'm not here to get used. And or f*ckin abused. It's supposed to be about connecting and communicating. I'm not here for someone to get

whatever they can take. And I'm not someone's .... or not going to be anyone's Caretaker. Ever. I already have a place. I am in a relationship that is .... in real life, called

sharing with each other together. Ourselves. I'm not out taking advantage of others duh, ( on the internet especially ) for everything that they have and can get. Cause it seem

so easy on here. So don't do it to me, please. Really. Not gonna happen. Please reality check the Delusions already dudes. It's the internet. So, Stay Off My Lawn. Hehe.

We like that irl sometimes ya see.
 
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Here's some more fun for thought. This is what you can get for ya on the interwebs or the genuine sweet sites. Or maybe some chatty chat woop ups.

As if real life isn't complicated enough. This isn't no lounge material. And this is real life and it's on the internet too.

[rvel][/rvel]

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Can't post anything. Oh well I not privileged. I keep trying. 🙁
 
Not interested in inter


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or anything.


Not sure if that disqualifies me from the forum !

But thank you any how. Much appreciated. <3



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technology

has outpaced our brain's ability to adapt.
Agreed. Has been for quite a while.
Afraid it is here to stay unless the power goes out.
Isolation is the key to its success imo.
I do not social media at all cept for here. Refuse to and I'm not that important anyway. :)
I'm still looking for answers and feel they are out there (or in ❤️ ).
Peace
 
There's an epidemic of loneliness right now. And the number one thing that everybody should take from this is that technology

has outpaced our brain's ability to adapt. So, like if you think that like if you're scrolling Instagram, Tik Tok Google, Maps, or whatever anyday,

anybody that believes their brain is immune to a $1 trillion computer is a [ dumb cluck ] . I don't think I'm immune. And from every tactic in the

book, every single mind control, hypnosis, Trick, everything you've ever could ever find, It's endless.


And I'm terrified of social media. I'm not immune to it. And it's an artificial placebo for tribe, but it doesn't give the brain fulfillment. It gives the brain this little electronically

weird placebo effect. Uh without a top layer or without fulfilling any type of hierarchy of needs. It's not your physical life.
Totally agree with you K13ly but i have a bottle-neck. Being born Analogue.
Definitely would hope hospital born someday will be carried out by AI. \
And handled by ROBOT s, i brought to the world in an Hospital by human 'HELP'?

It was a disaster, nothing like birth of live should be imo, later i witnessed the same when my own kids were born, almost 50 year s later. But little men had changed, still the arrogant wise-ass environment i always knew. AI would have done a better job i reckon. My wits were tested and i passed the test but at what cost.

Lets say i had to enforce it ! [not a good sign/ dehumanisation]

I lost my last believe in Human civilisation. Civilise, that would be a good start.
But no, we didn t come as far as our technological development s brought us.
Biology wasn t seem made for such a fast pace, it need s a slower pace to adjust.

So this story that seems to drive people behind a screen, i could find all my friends !
Via the wonders of modern media, behind a screen. So i did telling the wonder:
'i had a kid, no idea if this is normal but i felt the need to share this with my old friend s.

I still haven t seen any of them despite the ease of finding and contacting them.
From external sources reality seems worse, my kids fellow Bluelighter s.
My idea is people s are not really made for typing feeling out right.
To much assumption s, miscommunication.
i don t know as kid i always hated doing a phone-call.

i am not online or on whats-app continuous. Not even call-able all the time.
When my kid s were born i was, it seemed to provide no advantage s.
it did make me feel on my toes all the time which is stressing at best.

[it always goes wrong !]

So afaik we are terrible bad at adjusting, when my insomnia flares up.
Last night, and the years before. Digital shows its ugly face, its not evolution at all.
Its Decline, useful but not really productive for progression. Like it makes it clearer to experience, i suck at digital when sleep-deprived. [i adjusted best i could]

To me it seems most inc. medical society, are convinced of technological advances.
But forget to notice human discrepancies with it

But in no way humanity has catch-ted up yet. I wonder i had a friend who studied Anthropology, would say ancient societies handled adapting to technological.
Imo we should take a few gear s back, the pace is to high.

Humanity is running itself by.
 
I'm old now. Hey but ain't old ones an easy Mark too !!!! I just wanted to chill kick back and live with what I have now after working for all of it for my entire life. I'm over my

little school hop scotch break dancing days. And raving through life in my 20's. With my black pants and white tops. Sorry now. I am not here to judge what everyone else is

doing right now. But I'm not here to eat someone else's balls off either. Like Deep Scrotum or whateva you may be into as well. And I'm not a celebrity so no need for stalking.

In my corn.
We are probably not to much apart, i could have written that. One time check, did you by any change grew up in the turning point ?

Got my 1-st Computer class programing Pascal and ... well a other one on Highschool.
Bought my Commodore 64 age 14 year s old, and slowly digital infested and ruined society.

eMKee -> 52 years of age/ society atm = a disgrace !
We can do a lot better, Analogue rules. F4E1 go Low-Fi. Perma-Culture.

🙀
 
We are probably not to much apart,


🙀

Yes, we are very similar in age. Around the same. That's the only reason I really made this post !!

No I am not into anything much anymore or really anything for that matter.

I just feel really bad that the younger generation is being twisted into being divided and conquered against all of themselves and

each other to be so hateful and vindictive.

The world is such an evil place. And can be so very evil at times. When it's spread that way.

Age is Brutal too isn't it. ;);)


So there is something I can have in common with someone. I'm not into anything much or anything really.

I'm not even a Mormon ffs. I wish I had their type of intellectual perspective and perseverance. But too late. No hate.


I love being outside as in being in nature. I love water. Does that make me a naturist. Or a Witch. An autistic naturalist

maybe.


I do love watching the sunset and sunrise and looking at the stars. Or maybe it's just the drugs. I love gabbing and giggling and

shooting the breeze, literally in the breeze.

The world is so divided against itself. I think we are wired to hate each other and destruct somehow. With whatever device.

And everything else is for self benefit or personal gain. You don't have to expect too much out of me then either. It's just the crazy little thing called life.


It's nice chatting again with you. That's something we all seem to like as well. When it's not about spewing hatred and committing

murder . Over and over and over again. It's always nice to connect and communicate that way somehow by chatting nicely and

staying in touch like th4t or staying in contact with all of our wild and wonderful context. Loools. R0tf. Thanxx much.
 
Similar in age does that mean you didn t marry or get kid s with a 'Dirty John' .
Well some do, like me and i kinda knew by instinct. But having never really been teached or thought about being entangled in manipulative scheme s of broken people.
My ex, with whom 2 kid s were brought to the Earth, so also burdening my offspring.
Should have known better me and my family thought afterwards. She comes from a real weird family. Where her personal border s were crossed.

Her Mom when angry at her brother at age 7. Threw his drum kit out his bedroom window. A tell-tale signe what i was gonna merry. My Mom and a other friend witnissed the Drum coming out the window, turned their back and headed home. Without intervening or caling help, carazy those 80´- ties people. Even P/ and eiophile behaviour were considered normal act s of love. Disgusting thought !

Coupled with the fact her Mom is a crazy bitch, that i assume has a big personallity disorder. And also drove her Dad to really get deep in drug s ending as Heroin addict.
So of no use either to balance the enormes EGO of her Mom, truly a sad story.

The biggest problem was the conduct disorder she got from this, Passive Aggressive Disorder. Which are not recognised or tested, in the DSM. Found out matching what happened with snippets of info on internet. And then you get something like this.
Mental and Psychological Abuse.

 
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