The Other Side

The Other Side, Diaphenhydramine Hydro-chloride... Dph, the active ingredient in Sleep Aids, Dramamine, and Benydril... Is classified as a deliriant.. Its adverse effects on the human brain creates a world of delusions... Parnaioia, Eyes as big as saucers, Odd train of thought..., Around 300mg, around 600 mg, the effects range from daydreaming a wide variety of complex set of screenplay... Open eye vissuals consist of "Dancing cords" dark static, similar to the oppisate of a lightning bolt... A strange, sort of somewhat off feeling, as well as unusual bits of radio discussion or perhaps a secret im not supposed to hear, since i can bairly make out any words in their whispers besides my own name... This is what i call "The Other Side". welcome to the world of Dramamine, Strange music occasionaly is hear in which for the life of me i cant figure out who its made by... Around the 1000mg threshold everything is merly a dream... it is but impossible to even grasp my door handle... At this time, i swear it to be true, people were stairing right back at me and whispering... i constantly was losing my train of though, and if their was much of any thought, it was a rather unusual pattern at that... i droped my imagary cigaret... then spoke to no one there.... At this time i had recorded a video of my actions... as well as a audio recording of my voice, by this time it was 3rd hour, and i had forgoten what existance is itself... blacked out.. sarah said i was typing my email address to the schools computer... i was like all confused, she left for a book ands i just simply wandered off, at this point, a teacher of mind had reported seeing me in their shop class, i began talking in weird phrased stains of context, he reported i was asking to use the ban saw, he repeiativly told me no and just to sit down, at that time i just began to change the desks and chairs around, at this point both the principal and a police officer excorted me to the office, i was in the hospital under close observation for a day, then 5 days in bellen psychiatric facility... The other side, both unusal and not to be done in public, i learned this the hard way...


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Hopefully this is a better place to write this than the dark side...

 

Indeed it is, thank you sir/miss

I'll remove the other post now, since you've brought it here.

 

Sir lmfao...

 

I've touched on this "other side", and it n purpose, as stupid as that sunds. I've been taking diphenhydramine for three months now, and I've built up a tolerance, to the point where I take 250mg at night to sleep. I don't get completely delirious, but I will start to feel slightly intoxicated, and the walls seem to pulls. I also experience a bit of anxiety, before giving into it

 

Anxiety and Paranoia are extreemly prevelant, in fact, i used to get so anxious i wouldnt know how to stand or start a conversation, my maximum dose has been set at 1250, at this point i compleatly forgot most of the trip exempt what i wrote down in my book, if anyone is interested in such a weird world of recorded dilirious accounts by me, or if anyone is interested in starting their own obervations i would fully support that, my observations will be published in comming weeks and i encorage other to do the same, this is a new generation of people who can make a good stance on psychology by documenting out observations on various chemicals... i am a freelance writter but also in june im going to study psychology in arizona and study up on mescaline and peyote trips, which is where my second book will be started, The Mescaline Diarys: Peyote Healing... I encorage people to write as well as publish not just keep to themselves, if we publish our thoughts and idea's psychology and psycho-annalisis will go far in todays world!!