C Divinity
Bluelighter
Lips sweet pressed to mine,
your taste lingering in my mouth,
The smell of your body on my sheets,
and in my mind an inkling of doubt.
Am I more than an hours worth of pleasure?
Can I satisfy you in ways other than sexual?
Reminents of your passion dry on my skin,
As your sweat mixed with mine rolls down my back.
Thick heat lingers in the air, the only love I know,
Still lying on my back...
Soon you'll get up and leave,
and I'll lay here the same.
A few moments ago you wanted me,
Why do we play these games?
Is this love?
I fool myself into thinking it is...
The pleasures of passion,
the sin of the flesh,
your body pressed to mine,
this is the ultimate test.
"Will you be back?"
(I utter the question between drags on my menthol cigarette,
You nod and sigh but I know what your thinking)
"Yes I'll be back" (when I want to fuck again)
"Please come back darling" (make me feel whole again)
"I will" (I won't)
"Goodbye then" (see you soon)
"Goodbye" (never again, I don't love you.)
Another lover gone for good,
another time my body was used,
Another name to add to the list,
of men who took away my innocence.
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You gotta be a bad girl in this world to be heard...
your taste lingering in my mouth,
The smell of your body on my sheets,
and in my mind an inkling of doubt.
Am I more than an hours worth of pleasure?
Can I satisfy you in ways other than sexual?
Reminents of your passion dry on my skin,
As your sweat mixed with mine rolls down my back.
Thick heat lingers in the air, the only love I know,
Still lying on my back...
Soon you'll get up and leave,
and I'll lay here the same.
A few moments ago you wanted me,
Why do we play these games?
Is this love?
I fool myself into thinking it is...
The pleasures of passion,
the sin of the flesh,
your body pressed to mine,
this is the ultimate test.
"Will you be back?"
(I utter the question between drags on my menthol cigarette,
You nod and sigh but I know what your thinking)
"Yes I'll be back" (when I want to fuck again)
"Please come back darling" (make me feel whole again)
"I will" (I won't)
"Goodbye then" (see you soon)
"Goodbye" (never again, I don't love you.)
Another lover gone for good,
another time my body was used,
Another name to add to the list,
of men who took away my innocence.
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You gotta be a bad girl in this world to be heard...
